before i go to sleep i decide to take all my pictures and put them in a scrapbook. yes sarcafice my pictures to glue and paper for the sake of crafty memories. ahhh....oh well. i woke up did my normal morning ritual, and then i sat down and started woking on my scrapbook. i had a scrapbook kit but i never used it. so i guess it is time to use it. i covered the binder with stickers and filled the pages. it was so fun. now all i have to do is put in some captions. but i am far from done. i have a roll of film from sophomore year that hasnet been developed and i still have to do a bunch of stuff for warped tour, both years. i have to add cute pictures to enhance the picture viewing experience too. i was about to start all that but linda asked if i wanted to go thrift store shopping. i couldnt give up a chance to go to the thrift store so i went. i was pretty fun. linda got a bunch of cool stuff. i got an abercrombie shirt for a whole 95 cents! how bad ass is that. i also got another shirt with a cat in purple, linda has the yellow. it was great. some girl found a paul frank sweatshirt. it was insane. then i got home ate the birthday pansit and then i took a shower. back to my scrapbook. im happy working on this. then my dada taught me how to use the sewing machine. it was great so now im in the crafty mood.

Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
A heightened intuition might have you picking up impressions from people all around you today, dear Aries. This can be a bit disturbing, as not all the feelings you'll be sensing are going to be pleasant ones, so it might help to protect yourself a little. You could also be feeling especially creative, as your imagination is working overtime. Physical energy is high, so this is a great day to start any sort of project.

ha ha i lie i didnt really post them up. i guess ill get to that someday.

today was neighboehood mow your lawn day. like three people decided to mow their lawns in the morning my family included. ah it was crazy. i mean yeah mow the lawn but dont play bad music. i was first awakend by a lawn mower second who the hell listens to afroman? like that song is so old. someone had to play it loud and then play nelly after it. err...it was only 10 something in the morning. no with the afroman and nelly. err...it irratates me so i played my music loud. ha. i cant hear your crap ass music bitches. then im realize that my church friends are gone. so im left behind while they are having fun on 10 hour bus ride to a river rafting trip i cound not attend. ah i guess it is just better to let it go. so i go grocery shopping with my mom b/c i have nothing else better to do. i got some gummy bears and i developed pictures out of this excursion. its sad b/c i havent really gotten out of the house this whole week except on monday. mundane is the one word to discribe things. hmm....i went to the thrift shop. but that doesnt count, i walked and i was alone. so hmm...other than that i stay home. home is not so bad. i guess. if my dad gets that job ill either stay in california or got to maryland with my parents and try to find something there. change isnt always bad but maryland isnt for me. i think. i was thinking like i always do in the grocery store about starburst candy and how they have different wrappers for each theme flavor. like tropical is green california is blue original is yellow. but they changed it. one color for every theme in the big bags. in my opinion that was a bad move i mean how the hell are you going to tell the difference between california fruits and original. i mean i thought original had a plum flavor, but no it was california fruits. then i got some pictures back always fun and then i looked for some new socks. i wore some cool pants that were in my dads closet. they are for the 70s therefore they are cool. i love my new pants. they are not even new. ah. if only seinfield didnt come up with a show about nothing b/c i thnk i can do a show about nothing. and vanilla coke....oh man SHIT! it tastes like crap! i hate it so much. my mom tossed it to me, it hit me on the head to spite me. it is on the devil list along with cake, ketsup of different colors, and john tesh. its gets bigger and bigger everyday. like the funnel cake from magic mountain. its basically fried cake batter not fried flour like mine. i had nobody to share with me except my mom and my dog. my dog is my best friend. i take him out to the park and suck and we run and stuff. i didnt go to the beach today to run i have these back pains that come and go. i guess because of that gnarly crash i had. i cant remember the dirt bike or the wakeboard. they were both bad. it hurts to cough, sneeze and to breath. like taking deep breaths hurts. really bad. sneezing hurts too. but i like sneezing b/c it adds pain making it feel a little better. . i like just icing it down and then putting icy hot on it. i smell like old man... speaking of old man, the ice cream magically was in the refridgerator this morning. i guess i cant distinguish the difference between freezer and fridge and i have hadt the same fridge/freezer for umm...18 years. yeah it was not big for me b/c a while ago i put the milk in the pantry and the cereal in the fridge and i poured fruit juice in my coca thinking it was milk. haha. it kinda is normal for me. so the ice cream melted, it became ice cream after a few hours of freezing. ouch ouch ouch.... breathing deeply hurts. and i have a weak stomach that gets mad bits of gas everyonce and a while. i fart like no other. yesterday i was farting like a mad banchee. like every second. if i wasnt burping i was farting. my brother hated it. i thought it was pretty funny.

dream log: rice crispies, fat mike from nofx, tony sly from NUFAN, OHS swimming pool, Frankenstien. they were all in my dream. i did watch young frankenstien, i read an atricle about fat wreck chords and i was thinking about going swimming. the rice crispies i dont know.

so im watching some of my ols sailor moon tapes and i find an episode of ghostwriter. i remember liking that show a lot. i sooo wanted to be a part of that show when i was little.tina was my favorite i guess b/c she the asian one i even had pens with string around my neck. haha it brings back the good ole days when public television was all i ever watched. it got me though my childhood. good thing i taped that one too or else i would have never remembered that i loved that show. anyways so i go on the computer and look up the show and suprisingly there are lots of pages.there are a lot of crazy people like me. yeah i was so amazed that there are site about the show now and they are maintained by people my age and older. funny. i remember so much b/c ive seen them all. like the drug one or the one where they made the music video. it makes me want to have this channel called noggen. they show it all the time. but sadly i dont. they also show daria. when i was watching the show i always thought that tina and alex were going out. one they were always together liked they were the ones pairing up, two they kissed and there were other signs of affection on the show and almost every press shot they are standing next to each other. its strange. anyways. there are so many sites about them. ill post them up tonight and some pictures.

so you wanna know more about the record company that me and linda worked for? Springman Records

so today was insanly boring as compared to yesterday. my brother was not home he went to maghic mountain. oooo i say.so i walked yes walked to the thrift stor by my house. it was fun actually. i got two ties and i was about to by a two dollar camera. it was old and looked cool.i also wanted a radio that looked old and some speakers but i had to refrain. ah the day i dont go out and do something, my sister and my bro do. geeze it is sooo boring at my house. so i made funnel cake with a funnel! and i also made a batch with banana. they were all good! i sat at home and watched tv and went online and maeched up and down the stairs and listend to the radio. i was so borined i forgot to shower. i guess i shower less b/ i dont see people as often. ha ha i guess. then i get an email from my youth leader. she says something like my patience will pay off in the long run. i hope it does. i pray when i get the chance about that all the time. i have dreams and such too. my mom want to get me into advertising b/c i have wild and crazy ideas. at least she accepcts the fact that i dot want anything conventional. then later today i get and letter saying that i got accepted to some arts college that i didnt even apply too. what im saying is that at least its not brooks. you know what im saying? so i dont know. i want to go to a four year state or what. then my dad says something about a job in D.C. you know the big top. he says the job is in the white house. he wants it bad! i dont. i want to stay here. not oxnard but california. i love cali. not oxnard. anyways if he gets th job i want o live in the house and rent it out to people while i love in it or i stay and they give me the money every month. you know. but it will never happen just another fantasty. a sweet sweet fantasty. ahh.... home.

so as an update: i later find out form my sister that went to both warped tours in san fransico that rick throne was in fact wearing the bracelet that i made. that made me so happy. and so was everyone else that we made one for. rick and everyone really liked them. my sister went to the booth where rick was and he noticed her bracelet. hes like "i know someone who made this for me" (reffering to his bracelet) my sisters like " yeah my sister (me) made it) SMALL WORLD! eh it made me happy that something that i made is bringing people together. its fun

so heres what happened on the days that i missed:
wednesday july tenth two thousand two:
it was probably the hottest day in LA that day. the drive up felt so long because of the heat. me and linda were dying but i had a frozen h20 bottle that kept us cool. when we got there parking was insane $15! so we parked in compton past thet felix the cat and right by del taco. it was a really long walk in the heat! ahh when we got there we has to wait in an insanely long line. i was sweating like a hog. there were being nazis about things so i had avi take in my backpack.the search lady felt all the girls up. we heard trust company as we were walking in and they really suck. we walked around and around and saw the lising of the bands. we found the booth that we worked for and stated the selling magic. but it really wasnt magic. people in la and ventura had a lack in interst in buying really good and really cheap cds. me and linda and some other people were dancing in the middle to get people to come. avi dressed up in his super hero suit to get people but it didnt really help. people were mainly interested in body pericings and such and NGF. it was so funny b/c there these girls that were all like oh my god im going to call my agent to get to se if we could meet good charlotte and midtown. and liinda was like oh g.c. the girl got all defensive it was funny. a lot of girls liked the g.c in la it was sad. they got all defensive too b/c we kinda made fun of them. it was a hot long day. julio was there and apparently so was my friend from church but i didnt see him. lets see who else did i see? oh yeah the guys who worked the mountain dew place were rad! we pulled the tabs off the cans and they offered to get us in for free the next day and in ventura. there were lots of drunik people and lots of horney ones at that. and we didnt help them at all. but i have lots of green tabs. and i promised to make them bracelets. so i did. they were so nice and gave us free sodas. and we new ahead of time that afi and the ataris were playing. when we left we got lost thanks to compton police. they told us to go down adams the thing is not how far/. we went down adams enitrely and decided to go to the exit where we came by. getting lost in comptom not fun. song of the day "walking in la"b/c people do in fact walk in la
thursday july eleventh two thousand two:
today was not so hot it was actually quite nice. it was cloudy in the morning and not so hot. we left a little earlier and we got there earlier. way earlier actually. we got gas and found parking in a nieghborhood. the walk was not so far and this time i wore shorts. the line not so long and the searching girl so nice. she let in my sharpie and my h20. and she didnt search me at all. then we walked around and got more free stuff. i gave the beacelet to the mountain dew guys but we had to make another one. lots of people told me to make them some or to sell them or they asked where i bought it. it was funny. i really only made a few for people that i though were cool. like rob, ther girl from the zine, the mountain dew guys, rick thorne. ahh.... linda and i were making these things b/c we had nothing else better to do. it was fun. i left to see ozma and allister and then i was waling around and i saw rick thorne. i grabbed my camera and went to the booth all excited. he signed a poster or me and we took a picture. the picute he signed was xXx the movie and it had vin diesel the guy i HATE but its signed by thorne so i love it. i showed him my bracelet abd asked if he wanted but he said it was cool but he likes it in black so i told him ill be back tomorrow and he gave me a fist thingy. i was the happiest person ever! but that doesnt compare to ventura. anyways in la we were left alone on several occasions. avi and rob left to see afi and then avi comes back to see the ataris and then rob comes late me and linda run to ataris. it was the smallest stage and the most crowded area. it was the smallest place that corner with a bunch of stages. i vowed never to go there again after i saw allister. i saw i boy that i love linda took a picture of him. fun times. and we got free sodas. love the mountain dew guys. they cleaned up and left at around 7is b/c it got boring. we got a buritto at the del taco and then decide to take adams again. but this time we ended up in the staples center. hahaha! lost in la again. fun but found our way. yum buritto from del taco.
friday july twelfth two thousand two:
finally back home. we left early with stephanie to sb. linda had to drop off something at the ucsb. you could kinda tell we were just out of high school. then we went to saxons house and i used the facilities and then we were off to seaside park. it was a really really really nice day. it was the same except that i knew a lot more people actually lots more people. everybody was so cool. we worked the mountain dew booth for an hour just pouring sodas for people. i got a random tip from some guy. he inspired me to become a bartender. then i sold cds. avi said his attention span was really off today. there were lots of cool kids. they were like yeah i have those cds. and i liked them! so that made me happy. i was the only one singing to gob. that made me laugh. then i met rick thorne and i gave him a red and silver tab bracelet that i promised. he really liked it. he gave me and linda two phone cards andf he autographed the picture we took together last year. he was really nice. and then i accidentaly forgot my camera at the booth and he cahsed me down for it. hes so nice. hes been my hero for a while but now hes just more my hero. lets see bard religion was good and no use for a name said that ventura was teh best day. so it was good.

did i mention how much my parents piss me off. errr... they told me that i HAve to have somthing that i have to get into if i go to college. i told them i got into san jose state but they dont really want me to go there b/c "i dont have direction" ha! they also said that i would be better off working in mcdonalds on ventura road. hahaha! it made me so mad. i was really mad. the lack of support in my family hurts me. i told them i wanted to go into apperel merchandising but they were all not to proud. yeah in using that as fuel to go out and be sucessful and get the hell out. i hate it here. and you ask me why i have to lie to them to get out of the house. its great. i was so so much happier when i was out "hiking" it was great. i was away form the house, around people that are cool. i really dont d