my mom told me today that she didn see a future in my career choice. she keeps on going back to a friend that has no real job. then i told her that i was going into apparel merchandising. then she like really? wow ok thats good. so now shes VERY supportive in my career choice. so its good. i babysat today and i babysit tomorrow. sweet deal. i get money for watching kids that basically sleep or are easily amused. its all fun. i ate lots of sugar today. i mean lots. i woke up and ate a tootsie roll. then another. i ate a pizza more tootsie rolls some dum dums and ice cream. for the past month i havent really eaten sugar in candy form. so i guess today it made up for all the days i missed. its really cold. my fingers are freezing off so are my toes. i should wear socks but im trying to go this whole year without wearing socks in the house. i find new ways to keep my toes warm like sitting "indian" style as they say back in my days or i stuff my feet between the cushins and piss off my mom. still havent found an apartment and i have to register for a test that i have to take in order to go to school.

candy is great! i dont have to buy candy for like two months. its great. it kinda, no it really sucks that not a lot of kids came by. i dont get it. my neighborhood is really cool. one had a haunted garage and everyone got to go in. they do it for the love of scaring kids. my brother and i went around the block. the cool thig was since a lot of kids didnt go to my nieghborhood people were giving out candy by the handfuls! i got a normal size milky way, a six pack of airheads, handfulls or random candy. oh yeah i didnt go to my nieghbors house to give out candy. instead im going to babysit for them tomorrow and saturday. thatsovertime for me. its weird b/c kids just come to me. i dont do anything special. i treat them like they were one of my friends and i dont do much. i play along and stuff. its fun and i get paid non taxed dollars. ture it may not be minimum wage but hey its money that i can spend. i dont know what to get but when i see it i will get it. like my shoes. yuck there is something in my throat. i guess it could be the banana lumpia my mom made.
i gave out candy. it so cute watching kids and their candy bags. i went trick or treating with my brother. i guess its tradition b/c it is his birthday. anyways my one neighbor was drunk and you could smell it in his breath. it was horrible. the alcoholic i call him.people were trying to figure out what me and edward were. he was dressed as nick arson from the hives. he even had his guitar. i was wearing a light blue pea coat, folded sailor pants, a button up sirt with a plad tie and my vans. i had a painter/my brothers number one fan theme. but people asked what we were and it was fun telling them. watch my movie and tell me what you think. please!

just give us candy

happy halloween sucka! watch my movie!

its a strange sight. both of my parents are glued to vh1. they are watching thr michael jackson ghost extended video. scarry. the fact that parents are watching a really bad video by choice. i babysat today and tomorrow im giving out candy for the family. its fun b/c im getting paid to give out candy all night. im not going to be the tourist that i thought i would be. i guess ill go as a sailor or something. i have a cool pea coat and some sailor pants.
happy halloween! woo ha

tea gives me gas. thats the friendly observation i made today. it come after a week of farting in church, at home, in my bed, and while i walk yolis. i drink tea about once or twice a day so im pretty much farting all day. if i had a social life and friends, i would probably scare them away. b.c literally im farting every five minutes. its not lady like but who cares. i really love tea and b/c we have no apple cider i drink tea. oh well you win some you lose some. good times. my mom did something rather odd. she made a reference to road rules today. she never really pays attetion to that show. i thought it was odd. its going to be a weird week, my dads home. i used to the two days a week i see him. its going to be weird but kinda comforting.

home fucking is killing the prostutiton industry or something close to that.

i thought that was funny. the foo fighters were on tv talking about how funny they think it is that there are recording artists on the tv wearing lots of jewlery and telling people to not steal their music. they said that quote in regard to tapes and stuff and he said that woute and i thought it was great! new found love for the foo fighters.
anyways i got into the halloween spirit today and decorated the main window with these blinking eyes and this porcelan pumpkin ghost thingy. its my brothers birthday on all hallows eve so we are eating out. but im kinda upset b/c we usually go the chuckie cheese. this year we are eating at a buffet. whats up with that?
b/c of the time change i woke up at 10. you see normally it would be 11 but i woke up earlier.i thought it was super late like 2 or something. normally when i wake up the sun is in a certain position in my room but today it was way past its normal mark. i was thrown off. i have to run at earlier too. boo! i have to miss the second showing of the thunderbirds and the beginning of trl. bummer! oh well.

even if there was an hour extra of sleep i am still tired. oh well. at i fell asleep in my romm watching NASCAR. why the hell was i watching NASCAR? i dont know. but one thing i know is that i was tired. i did go to church today. there i saw ace and david. i went to the store and there i saw sergio. i went to the mall there i saw joe, heard carly, some girl from swimming, nathan, and some other people that i kinda knew but forgot the names. overall it was a day for seeing people from school and hoping that they dont recognize me. i did buy anything. that is a bog accomplishment for me. i didnt spend anything. i did want one thing. its the jonny moseley ad for bolle sunglasses. they are at the sunglass hut. it seriously made my day. that and i saw what i wanted for xmas. its a tiny sewing machine. its not the handy stitch, its a actually sewing maching but small. its all i really need. that and a long board. but its not even halloween yet so i wont think about it till after thanksgiving. lets see yesterday i babysat saw probably one of the coolest baseballs games played on tv, and i got an extra hour of sleep. that was cool. im happy for the angels b.c they won the world series. i was cheering for them but i am still a dodger fan. i am very happy for them. nothing to go ruin out in the streets and riot about but i am very happy and i very much so dont like the giants.

yesterday i saw blue crush. it was not that bad. the theater was suprisingly full and we didnt have to stand for a crapy veraion of the star spangled banner. everything on the plan is done except that i can get a hold of alexis. my sister found a really cool apartment. so i think i might give them a call. its a pretty sweet deal 650 for everything utilities included. theres a feeling indoe me that i can find one for a lot cheaper.