i fucking sold out. im wearing socks. but they are folded inwards so its not completly on my foot. more like half of my foot is wearing a sock. it was selling out or look at my blue toes, i chose selling out. damn im so weak.oh well. i should try to not take a shower for like one whole month and see how that works. i would probably give in and take a shower the day after i propose that i will never take a shower. damn. i didnt babysit today either. good thing b/c im getting sick. i could feel it. my nose is full and my head is heavy. im getting things stuck in my throat. like last night i got a piece of chicken nugget stuck. i got it out this morning and it looked horrible. but it still tasted like mcdonalds chicken nugget. ive been pissing all day b/c all i did was drink h20. all i want to do is fall asleep but i couldnt b/c my brother had all his friends over. they played music and laughed and stuff. i had to change my pants for them. geeze. then i drove their friend home. that was pretty much my higlight of my day. i got to drive in the rain. there was a show today too that i REALLY wanted to go to but couldnt b/c i thought i was going to babysit. boo! lets see tomorrow or today however you see it i think i want to go to the best buy and use this 10% thing. woo hoo! starting work on monday very excited and nervous.
today i found out that my sister might invite a friend over for thanksgiving. i dont know but i think i would feel very weird b.c this person is not family but we do owe him. but im thinking its thanksgiving. its a time for family but i guess he has no family in california..im not sure. what would you do? i dont know. i think he wants to go with us to magic mountain. thats not too odd but yeah. what do you think?

hey i babysat today and i babysit tomorrow and the next day. so i have a job basically. oh yeah i got a job. i work at laidlaw, the bus place. i get paid about $8.00 an hour and i work 5-8pm on mondays and tuesdays. and it runs tilol january sweet deal and i babysit. really sweet. im actually going to get the playstation 2. i think my first game will be tony hawk 4. kelly slater and mat hoffman 2 will quickly follow. then transworld surf and stuff. i actually have a job that works to my hours. its amazing. im actually doing something and getting paid for it. hopefully it will pay off in the long run. damn there is something stuck in my throat. it wont come out. as hard as i try the hack it out it wont. i dont want to be comsumed in work that i dont have time to do other things like go out and stuff. i dont go out much in the first place but i want that option.
today was rainy. its actually good. we need the rain. it was a long day for me b/c i woke up an hour earlier than normal. i went for a brisk walk b/c of the rain. normally i go out for long walks around the neighborhood but it rained so my dog was kinda mad at me. oh well. i saw little bear 3 times this week.

i babysat today and i babysit tomorrow. its all good as long as i get the money. its like i didnt buy those three cds. then i got a job call. apparently i work two hours a day. 5-7pm im hoping i can move that time up to 9-11am. i could go home and then watch the thunderbirds then catch up and the sleep that i missed, walk the dog, watch sabrina the teenage witch, elimidate then babysit (only on wednesday) then watch tv. ill be doing something. not just sitting on my fat ass and watching tv. it gets boring. so i guess a two hour job would add a little spice to my life. my horoscope on yahoo said something about opportunity and money. i was suprised. it kinda suck that it all had to happen when before i have to leave. still looing for an appartment. hopefully they wont take my tutiotn away. im working 10 hours a week. i hope they dont.

im so glad i thought my computer crashed.but it booted up and im posting so woo! today my mom took me to the store to buy some medcine for her sinus. then she took me to the wherehouse. i went to look for a dvd single but could not find it. so im going to best buy to find it. i got taking back sunday for 7.99 so i was happy about that. and i got ok go and the used for like 8.99. sweet deal. i saw some people from school there too. yeah...hum...yeah...lets see then i walked and then i took a shower. fun times. then i have to look for an apartment. still looking for a candy that looks like dove.

there is a show on mtv called 3 south. its pretty funny. you know how the regular minty toothpaste tastes its kind good in a way but you know how you cant eat it? well there is an ice cream that taste exactly like that: dryers mint chip. its even green. its what i imagine toothpaste to taste like if i could eat it. now i need to find a candy that is reminicent of dove soap. as a kid i always wanted to eat dove soap b/c the commercials made it look so milky good. i tried it once and it was bad. so i need a candy that will remind me of dove soap. white chocolate doesnt not have the same feeling.

i woke up pretty early today for church. when i got home i ate and then i went up to my tv and watched the gravity games. its not as fun as the xgames. thats just my humble opinion. so i today i saw the weirdest thing. it was a mary kate and ashley doll. anyways the thing that got me was that they had clearly labeled one doll mary kate and one ashley. ok they are twins. if you buy both of the dolls and take them out of the package youre never going tto know which one is which so why label. just say that this dol could be mary kate ot ashley. you decide. then everyone decides to leave the house. so im home with my mom. its like that on normal days so im used to it. my dog was asking me to go out and run today but its my day off. i didnt do much. i ate about four dum dums and starburst and some crunch bars. fun size.i say the fun sizes... not so fun. they are so small so wheres the fun? not so fun. bless the nieghbors that give the good size candy the real size.yum

i had a lot typed up by i went to antoer page so im going to sum it up. had a headache, babysat, liitle girl cried, i freaked out. went to guitar center saw many cute boys, upset b/c i was leaving as they were coming in. thats about it. oh yeah my goldfish has low self esteem. thats it.
the song that makes me smile b/c it reminds me of the good times of others.
Cabron by the red hot chili peppers

Cabron Cabron Cabron Cabron
I see you in the park
You're always wearing dark or blue
My dawg and me
And anyone from any other crew
I am small but I am strong
I'll get it on with you
If you want me to
What else can I do
Everyone would take a cue from anything you do
If you want them to
What else can it do
I dont' want to fight
I want to get along with you
This time of nights for singing songs about the love from you
Cabron Cabron Cabron Cabron
I come around and make peace get down have a barbecue
Let's keep the moon awake and do electric boogaloo
I am small but I am strong
You see I'm just like you
If you only knew
That I'm just like you
All the world would take a cue from anything you do
If you only knew
That they're just like you
I don't want to fight
I want to get along with you
This time of nights for singing songs about the love from you
I don't want to fight
I want to get along with you
This time of nights for singing songs about the love from you
Cabron Cabron Cabron Cabron Cabron Cabron Cabron Cabron
If you want me too
What else can I do
Cause I'm just like you
If you only knew
Cabron Cabron