Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
An old cycle is drawing to a close, and a new cycle of adventure, excitement, and unusual experiences is coming into play for you, dear Aries. New and exciting people could be appearing in your life, and you yourself are looking forward to a period of expansion, challenging experiences, and lots and lots of change. You could find yourself more involved with groups than you have been in the past, perhaps those focusing on your own special interests.

today was pretty boring. i did my project for home ec and tomorrow i have to do my math project. ar after that im pretty much done! woo woo! party! i dont know but that andrew w k song is playing in my head. then i went out to dinner at kampi. it was good. i had the shrimp. it was fun and interesting, i tried to get bryce to steal the soy sauce bottle and in return ill steal the bowl. but we didnt, big brother was watching. boo! after a bunch of pictures, my mom and i went to the mall. i found a cool skirt for three dollars and i bought a shirt for $10.50. what a bargan! thats my graduation outfit! woo! then i remembered what robby said in physics in response to the mtv movie awards, " the white stipes sucked...eminem was the only good preformance." well only if you knew who the white stripes were and you liked good music you would love the white stripes. they were really cool. i dont care what people think.

so i told my thing about my blog and then it got into dancing and how i got to shows and she was suprised. i was like really? i guess b/c i dont talk in class and stuff. oh well its was fun and moving and i really got to know the classes true feelings and what they thought and that on some level we are all the same and we all have the same feelings. in math i have a presentation and then im done and then i have to make an ad thing for home ec. today i woke up really early to finish my physics notes and i didnt. i said ill just read about relativity and take that part of the test first, it turns out they were seperated and i thought i was going to get the fisrt part but i got the second part, the relativity, so my plan worked out! it was kinda my last day in that class i think i might go back to that class on tuesday. i need to get some signtures from people in swimming and then go to office practice to sign out. ill miss so many people. but i have to move on. im thinking about going to a community college in san luis obispo just for kicks b/c its not in oxnard. it seemed like everyone and their cousin is going to VC. its not bad, but im used to hearing the universities and stuff. i guess im one of them. that reminds me, apply to ucsc for the winter.... ok then have bring my poloroid camera to waste film and take a picture of that sub that looks like pheonix from linkin park. i think it wont be that weird...ha ha ha....(awkward silence) stop looking at me like that... anyways back to life, david tuman is leaving on monday. i wish i got to say goodbye but i didnt see him. but i got to say goodbye online. thats was kinda impersonal oh well.

i have the hardest times writing in peoples yearbooks. words cant describe anthing for me. i have to make pages for a bunch of people and i have to take pictures like a mad banchee. apparently our graduation is important. i read that cnn is going to be there so well see what happens. err.... i dont what to say most of the time. like its been great. i sound so cold. but im not. i just dont know what to write.

i decided today on my symbol. i was looking all over the place but the thong i choose was something that it retreat to everyday...my blog! i wanted to have a lawn gnome but it would be too depressing. so i chose my blog. in school today everyone was talking about the stabbing. in english we finished tuesdays avec morrie. it was really good. i kinda cried because seeing jack lemmon reminded me of my grandfather. i never really saw him when he died and to tell you the truth i didnt want to. it would haunt me b/c the pictures would flash in my head. and seeing that kinda brought tears to my eyes. anyways back to the school thing, im math it was math stuff and in home ec it was nothing. today i got my yearbook to my suprise it is good. better than i expected. then i studied physics which i dont want to do! i have to force myself to do it. argh! i dont like it. oh well it gives me a reason to get a coffee on the morning. did i tell you that i got free stickers in the mail? i got a vans one, and a jonny moseley one. i was excited. cant wait to order more. oh man do i love the white stripes. those people dancing on stage, yeah i could have been one of them only if i knew! oh well. were in the home strech now...its exciting. graduation is coming soon and i guess ill have to start thing about what i want to do....i dont know.

if i told you today was an uneventful day i would be lying. today started off as the same. in physiscs we watched a video on super novas and such. in english we started to watch tuesdays avec morrie. its pretty good from what i see. it is also sad. the movie also poses many profound quetions and though that make the movie good. ill post some as soon as i get more. then in third i did math and math related things. in fourth i filled out a mock job application. lunch is where everything started picking up the pace. it was normal, i remembered i need to finish my labs so i sat down on the ground and procceded to b/s my lab conclusions. from the corner of my eye i see a gathering. i thought it was a normal fight. i guessed wrong. a girl got stabbed. it was quite frightening. so lunch ended early. i later found out that i knew the girl who got stabbed. i knew her from jr high and we were friends. if i rememberr she was in the class i T/Aed for. so we had to stay inside for most of fith period. it got boring. it was kinda hectic in the office. we got tossed around b/c apparently they needed the offices for counciling and questions and stuff. people were calling, coming in and out. at times it got loud and at times it was quite. in sixth i could have left with karry but i couldnt b/c i didnt have my stuuf. i left it in mrs philbriks class. aye to leaving my things in class! oh well. then at home i finish my essay ive been stressing about all week. so thats on down two one to go. so all i have to do now is do some notes tonight and some later tomorrow i guess. im about finished with my labs and all i need to get is my hom eeconomics and math. and thats it! ill be done. school will be over. that reminds me to take pictures. of people things and stuff. ah school i lave to hate you....

today was all about school work. i missed the sr awards but i didnt get much only a bank of america award. whatever. i dont care. in school nothing big happened. its almost the end for us. wow! yeah so we did nothing. today school is getting shorter and shoter maybe it was b/c of my frame of refrence? anyways i got hte hive tape jose tpaed for me. its so great! i love the hives! pelle is the greatest. they are so good live.

i was up all night doing homework wippee! yeah right. its hard trying to find a cd to listen to. back to work...ill write more later when i have time bu tof course time is relative or not?

the lakers are cool but everyone in school was lakers up the wazoo! its scary how school is ending. i mean next week will be my last week at oxnard high. im kinda happy but in way kinda scared. b/c i dont have anywhere to go nothing to do. i dont have anything to look forward to. to me life is bleak and unchartered. anyways, i have been working my little ass off doing english. i have on assignment down two more to go. then there is physics so im not in the clearing just yet. i have to work harder. it weird how i have to time to wirter this. i should be working on the lab book right now but i have all night. i first planned to pull an all nighter to get some of the stuff done i have a long night ahead of me. in physics i almost fell alseep. my head jsut fell and i woke up and was never tired after that. i think im beginning to understand this relativity thing i think. its all about frame of refrence! if i only knew, wait i do! hahaha. i actually understood something today so thats a smart point for me! i was in a pretty bad mood the whole day. i was really irratable. i thought i had the rabies but i swam and took a shower and drank juice so im ok. i guess b/c it almost that time of the month. bah, thats the only time i hate being a girl. whay cant we flick a switch on when we want to get pregnant and flick a switch off when we dont. whats up with this monthly ovulation thing? i dont like it. i did nothing today really after that.
i guess if i were to miss one thing in high school is the pressing questions. robby trada posed this question to everyone of his friends today: who would win new lakers or show time? hmm....showtime has style along with team work. i would say showtime, if they were the same age they were back in the day. ill miss the witty banter "you are so gay" "no you are bitch" ah the conversations...i love to evesdrop. it is so fun. i learned that the lasagna at the track banquet is not all that good. ill miss the prestine hand gestures and vocabulary. ah high school, everyone just wants it to end. oh well ill probably see them at the mall anyways. anywas back to howmework....

ah the lakers almost killing me. that was probably one of the most exciting games ive seen. i mean it wasnt the greatest b/c you cant compare the old lakers to the new lakers. so i was at home watching the game the neighborhood was unusually quiet. but as the game progressed there was screaming and laughing. when the lakers won i kinda felt sorry of bibby b/c he played a good game. notive how i didnt say sac b./ bibby was the only one who played the whole fourth quater. today i was actually doing my report and stuff i kinda felt good about myself. anyways right now im catching up with my life b/c this week os going to be BLOODY HELL! anyways, i went to church and saw all my friends at church. i have to go to dinner on saturday with them, mmm...kampi's yum! at least i have something to look forward to at the end of the week. i havent started the physics yet b/c i have decide that i hate relativity. its just a really abstract concept that i cant get at all. i understood everything else but this. i have to get to studying too. oh yeah if you know me, what object would you use to symbolize me? i cant come up with something.i want something funny yet serious. im aol s/n is krustykrab199 just say your name so i dont think you are a total freak.

boy do i have a dirty mind, everytime the announcer said "penetration" i would giggle. why? and "take it to the hole all the way" i mean its not even that funny. i was checking out the updated paul frank site. its really cool. i dont know what else to say...