never mind the gift for my landlady. i found out that i cant sit on the coutch in the living room so i had to straigten it out. kinda irratated me. then i had to get out so me and my housemate jenny went around long beach. i saw downtown. i like it. theres second street that reminds me of main street ventura. excpet they have tillys and other trendy stores, i guess its more like state street but not really. if that makes any sense. yeah. you know how the bech is supposed to be a nice calm place to be. well not in long beach. the beach looking out on the beach is looking out at oil rigs. its really not peaceful and beautiful not like home at least when i look out i dont see and island near the shore or oil tankers. it was better than being in my room all day. i did cash out my last paycheck its sad b/c thats the last of my money. i need a job. sigh...i had a veggie works buritto from del taco.good as always. when i got home i watched tv.

tomorrow i have no school so im going to run some errands tomorrow if the weather permits. i have to go to the bank and cash out a check and get a vd girt for my landlady. i didnt do much today. went to school. i took a nap in the usu, you know the normal. i debated whether or not if i should buy a smoothie, i didnt. i want to do a 5 k run based on the fact that its a one hit wonder 5 k run. like at every marker a one hit wonder band will play. people like REMEMBER ANIMOTION, C+C MUSIC FACTORY, FLOCK OF SEAGULLS, GERARDO, MISSING PERSONS AND STEPHEN PEARCY - ORIGINAL LEAD SINGER OF RATT? at every mile, thats so great. i would run my heart out just to see flock of seagulls even though i suck.
i think i like like someone, the funny thing is that i dont talk to him and i dont think he notices me...happy vd

it sucked today b/c it rained. i was damp the whole day. i had ann umbrella but it was windy. oh well. i went over to the dorms today. its pretty small but cool. stupid communications. i hate talking about myself especially to people that i dont know. i got an email from alexis. its funny b/c she moved back to oxnard from lb while i moved to lb from oxnard. funny. it was just a crappy day but i did see the ron/anthony person. im too afraid to ask to take a picture. i had a camera, i carry one with me everyday but i never take pictures.

banana man

oh banana man you made my day. this is my vd gift to everyone

i had a pretty good dinner yesterday and today. yesterday i had some really good chicken my mom made me with fresh steamed veggies and cheese sauce and rice. today i had spagetti with steamed veggies. all good. home is just a spoonful away. im running out of ragu so i need to go out and get some more. there are many times when im on the bus and i wish i had a car. yesterday for example. im going back and i see a toyota matrix full of boys driving in the opposite direction. so nice. they all had the white boy fros. that was so great. today it was raining so my landlady gave me a ride. i went to the usu to hang out but it was crowded. so i sat on the floor. comm was cut short b/c the professor was sick. anthro i wrote a crappy essay. it was sloppy and not too organized. blah oh well. not a good start b/c we only have tests in that class. now i have to do comm...

how to survive valentines day without a sweetie from usa weekend
1. dont just sit at home and mope. (i say have a party)
2. if you have no single friends, take the day for yourself. (i say why be more lonely?)
3. avoid romantic resturants and bars. ( i say dgo to the bars)
4. for a little end of the day affection, kiss your pets, if you have any. (wow...umm..who do you kiss if you dont have a dog?)

dinner was good not particularly healthy. i had some mini corn dogs and some fresh steamed veggies with a reall good cheese sauce. as you seen not to healthy. ive been eating a lot of hot cheetos lately. seriously those things are going to be my demise.
my landlady asked me how to work her vcr and i showed her and i ended up watching a good two hours of home movies. dont get me wrong b/c i actualy enjoyed watching them. they were nice. it was all shot on 35mm film. she still has the camera and the projector. seriously i want that camera. its super sweet. lets see thats about it.

thats the greatest. two of my favorite things simpsons and tony tony hawk. woo next week!