wow! today was kinda cool. i almost did nothing in every class. in physiscs we did circuit board labs and then a big nothing. people started playing good music but not the full song it kinda sucked. but at least i knew the words. oh yes back to the pictures i know they are from the movie try seventeen, but i hear they were getting their swerve on at a show in vancouver. whatever i have kevin rose, hes so much better. back to school. then i went to math and then office practice. the lady was getting all bitchy and stuff it was pissing us all off. then i went to practice and i decided to not swim the 100 backstroke. ive just been sucking so bad. ive been kicking ass in the freestyle. my cable is out again and im stuck watching beauty and the beast. oh yeah i just got my report card thingy and i got a fucking B in office practice. i am here on days that normal people arent. this is pissing me off. i mean seriously! a B in a stupid class! i just file all day long stupid bitches! fuck! this is really bothering me seriously. i have to talk to them.
this is really bothering me im so mad. arrrrrr........now i dont remember what to write. i really really have to talk to them. i cant get a B in office practice.
arrrr......
ok back to my life......nothing else.....i have no life....oh yes prom is this weekend.

should this make me jealous?


or upset?

geeze am i tried. well today was a nothing of a day it was like go to school and sit thourgh stupid plays about doing drugs and having your sister drink and stuff. they players kinda reminded me of the Eracers you know the players on Mad TV they had a girl in a wheelchair. youknow anyways karry got up on stage and said she had 7 childre. it was great. then some people thought i was a freshman. it was hilarious. because YOU DONT KNOW ME DUMBASSES! HAHAHAHA! I CAN BUY PORN AND YOU CANT! SO FUCK! but i cant drive but still PORN!
yeah its great, today kind sucked, my ear is throbbing b/c i put in these new earings that i found. i love them but its ok i can work thought the pain. yes im really tired today. oh man im checking my horoscope it is so right on today!
Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
You won't be happily mingling with the crowd today, dear Aries! Quite the contrary. You'll likely opt to spend your time alone, so tormented are you by self-doubt. But everyone knows that these moments when your confidence falters herald great transformations. You're on the brink of a new adventure, so get ready for something radical!
oh man i totally felt like today. totally didnt want to talk to people today. i had no confidence today what so ever! im not going to do prelims b/c im so not confident at all and i made that decision in the shower today.people will tell me other wise but i dont care. so apparently something radical is going to happen to me so im on the look out.
word of the wise if your on the bus dont talk about things you dont want people to hear especially if you are using your loud voice. like you wouldnt believe what these freshman are doing. like i know whos doing who, whos doing what in a car whos watching who doing what in a Ford, who hasnt dated who, and if so and so dates so and so it would complete the circle, who did who when she was drunk, no really really really drunk, no i heard she wasnt drunk.....you know normal stuff. yeah but what disturbs me is that they ore one year off of my brother and my brother has a girlfirend. so im kinda weary, but i trust my brother hes like my twin. we know what eachother is thinking we are just four years separated.
so ive leard so many things today, dot hit yourself with a box over the head b/c its not cooler than doing drugs and having your sister drink, and that if i have a kid i will want to die. life lessons come with mistakes and that ill be in school till i die b/c i learn. something like that.

"you wannna know why joey ramone is my hero? couse people like you never managed to grind him down. they never gave in, never gave up, never sold out, right till his last breath. and hes not dead. guys like that, they live forever."
-langley

it was extreamly stupid today. senoirs had to go to a "manditory" meeting that was stupid. i shouldnt even go but the mom might make me. its real dum they told us everything we already knew. we saw a some movies and the people were so rude. lets see, the therre was swim. coach thompson swam with us today. i saw hiw tatoo and he has a beer belly. it was funny. then i heard the lining end live on tv and watched the nick kids choice awards. it was good i guess. now im watching winning paris yes the mary kate and ashley movie. its scary. while i was listening to the living end i was browsing through the tv guide on the box and there were some of the best titles and movie info ever. on was "Couples meet, fall in love, and celebrate with an orgy." ill put up more as they come. it was the greatest though. its so damn expensive to actually buy one of those movies on pay per view, i say suck it up and go behide the red doors. nothing big i mean seriously its nothing be be ashamed about. then i heard the greatest quote during the avalanche kings game, "he needs better stick control and that cpmes with a better grip" or something like that. it was great. im kinda out of it b/c today was sooooo stupid! i drove to and from school so that was the only great part. then i realized that my bed has a smell of chlorine. so that cant be good.
college is so near tis far. what do i do? im so lost!

so it turns out that you can connect the cable to the vcr and you can get cable! woo! so for one day i had cable, but we got a new box and i have all these music channels like a radio.
on saturday i woke up at 5am to go to my sisters new place. it was no big. but when it finishes it will be nice. i was thinking.. i like to pretened to be a dead body in the back of the van so people will stare its great....nothing real fun. but there is one town called salinas. it is the exact mirrior of oxnard. there was presbytarian church across the street was a jr high and there was a shopping center. all the houses looked lilke oxnard. strange. i kinda dont like it up there all that much, i guess b/c i dont live there. anyways i heard about what happeded at the air show that is really sad. on sunday i did a big nothing
today was a good day lead the faster lane today, i was so proud. lets see lunch was fun. now to think about a short story