hey tomorrow is the big day yup the day i get a bus pass. getting older and using a bus pass. yup..bus pass. i got this cool check book wallet. its from the 70s and its old it smells old and its all western looking. its great! ah old stuff. look out kids i got an answering machine. if you call me you have to leave a damn good message to get me to call you back and maybe a number. the only exception is my family they can leave me regular messages. i also learned how to do laundry. its amazing.

damn that butterfinger coca is good! and i mean good its like im drinking candy. yum! anyways im almost done with the packing. i have a few things to pack like my alarm clock and some other stuff. i got some cool stuff too like a pan. i have to buy lots of crap b/c im not in a dorm but my room is probably as big as a dorm. you know just i get one to myself. i got my phone number and stuff. i forgot to get it from my dads email. ah oh well. im thinking of a new screenname for this stock market thingy. im not sure. i gues i have to sleep on it. my room is chaos. i have nothing on my walls and there is crap everywhere. its really scary. i hope my crap fits.

its a sad day. since september ive been babysitting these kids today was my last day i get to see them. ah its sad. they said they would come down to see me on saturday. ah but it was fun. oh well.
i got some food from the store i must say all good food. like i got butterfinger flavored coca. weird but from what i hear its pretty damn good.

im kinda glad we stood outside for much of the show. it was fun in the cold talking crap about people we didnt know and testing the security. fun times. today i packed away my childhood my stuffed toys and what not it made me very sad. its like in toy story what5 if my toys have feelings. i know im crazy but i think my toys have lives and b/c i packed them in a box they are crying right now feeling betrayed. ah..what have i done?! they are going to be stored in a garage for four years!
my room is almost empty i have to pack the clothes and the other stuff. blah i hae packing and i dont like unpacking a rearranging. i hate the fact that i am spending a lot of money and that im going to be away from the house. i dont have anyone to look foward to seeing all these new faces. holy shit thats a cool feeling! its like starting over. in a way i feel bad for leaving but then again my sisters did it to me so its my turn.
i had a shopping spree in the 99 cent only store. hells yeah. i got a trash can, cotton stuff, a spoon, mustard, drinking glasses, cool stuff. im stil trying to get a hang of this public transit but im very lost. i have to see the maps up front. ah i have buy books and what not. bah!

its like a tremendous weight has been lifted off my shoulders. i have a place to live therefore im no longer homeless. it feels nice. i have a house. its my life story, you know how i had a job calling old people and telling them their pick up times? i live with a potential client. she not too old she is actually quite cool. she talks a lot too. its cool i have a dead bolt on my door. its a nice room and i have every intention to tape stuff on the walls. its an old house and its right by the bus stop. im going to be public transit queen. i cant have visitors at my house thats the only real drawback. its cool as long as i have a house. anyways me jesse david and stephanie went to the something corporate show. not really we stod outside. it was fun. standing in the cold. oh yeah im writing with the new computer. its cool. nice computer.

current status: homeless

yeah i didnt find a house. im so tired and pissed and i just want to give uo and not even go to school whatever. ill se after the first semester. im so cranky tomorrow i have to call some people and get pissed even more looking for apartments. err..i hate it. im so aggravated. im just frustrated b/c i had all these houses but i came back with none! im so mad i just want to cry. im angry at money!