it was actually a cool week..kinda...well yeah. i found out that my cable box gets mtv2 and all the other irrelevent video music channels like vh1 mega hits and mtv hits and vh1 country. seriously i can deal with mtv but more mtv. i just dont think i can handle it. but i do flip it to those channels once in a while for kicks..hard kicks in my nonexistant balls! yeah sometimes i get that bored. you know when nothing is on tv and stuff. but there is one channel that i love. noggin. its really great. they show the old episodes of sesame street that i grew up with not this new stuff. old school sesame street is so great. they also show ghostwriter square one tv and bill nye and daria. i didnt get my paycheck but i guess ill get that when i work on monday. its soo boring going to work. even though its only two days out of the week its takes a lot out of you b.c its just the same thing. next week im looking forward to going to long beach and registering and then going to look at apartments. i think im going on thursday. stupid friday being full. errr oh well i guess im going into school mode but im managing to fit in doing nothing. so im all healthy. i went on a walk with my mom and my dog. that was interesting. i saw mr casey and his new baby. that was cute. hes like is that eizelle? im like is that mr casey? that was a change. i didnt go out and skate today mostly b/c i use my board for commuting. i guess i have to commute to more places. on a good day youll find me skating outside on the streets and stuff just cruising around b/c i want to. the thing i dont want to think about now is school. its too much to think about. like my neighbor said "its going to be a breath of fresh air" yeah i guess but in long beach the air is going to be a little polluted.


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i woke up at 11am to play tony hawk and then i rreturned it to blockbuster. yeah my whole xmas/new years revolved around a game cube my sister brought home. it was great. then the fun ended when she left.

looking forward to: going to school for the first time it seems like to me. i guess sitting on ones ass for a real long time has taken its toll. really it feels like the days go by way faster. the thing im going to miss the most is sleep. im really going to miss that. thats as far as i can anticipate. i dont want to get my hopes up about anything at the current moment im still kinda living today. my mom said she would teach me how to croche i have no idea how to spell that but its like knitting but not. anyways, im going to learn how to make my own scarfs. but that reminds me to go to the thrift store and buy a scarf.

merry new year y'all.

yeah i had to work today so it was fun. i finished early so i left. jesse called me too but my mom didnt let me go anywhere! this week is payday so life is sweet.that and i have a sweet mouth at the moment b/c i ate my moms rice cake. yum. i ate more on the new year than the xmas time. i also founfd out that nike is coimg out with a skate shoe. how sad. they arent giving back anything to skating if anything they are taking away. they never supported the skaters in the 80s who rocked their shoes. its really sad and now thats its popular they are willing to support skating. i saw i online ad its really dumb to me. they are probably nice shoes and stuff but nike. oh yeah and the people that skate for themn are probably getting mucho money. good for them but nike has no creditability in the skate industry. like i said they havent contributed to skating maybe some sponsorship to the xgames a few years but woopity doo. i dont understand.i really dont. oh yeah nike bought hurley. bob is one rich mofo! its funny b/c the people who run nike were probably the same people who picked on skaters in high school.

i guess this is my time to think about the past year. ... there i did it. thinking about the past year is always great b/c so many things happened. i graduated from high school and probably had one of the coolest summers to date. lets start from the beginning:i cant remember that far but i do remember going to disneyland. that was cool. school was like it always is. i noticed that people were enjoying school more this time around than any year. i must say i was too i might not have shown it. i went to one school dance and it wasnt prom. midway through school peoppel were talking about college and what school are they going to and stuff but i was on of the some that didnt have anywhere to go. it was a dark time for me b/c there were times when i felt left out. oh well then school ended and summer came. i cant realy remember but i knew what i wanted to do. i applied and go in. im going to cal long beach studying apparel merchandising. its nothing special but at least im doing something. i probably wouldnt go to college but im just to damn bored. i need to do something productive. so i guess ill go to school. nothing else better to do. oh yeah i learned how to drive. summer was fun but the fun had to end someday. college started and then i was alone. i stayed in the house for the longest time. had lots of time to think. LOTS of time. i got a job and now i have money to buy cool things and thats pretty sweet. ... thats all i can remember

lets see i bought some new stuff and charice gave me a kick ass hanky scarf. its great! i use it in my hair b/c its shorter and the pattern on the scarf is awesome. it has spongebob on it so you cant go wrong. i went to charices house with linda and lisa. that was fun watching the sex lady. good times. i bought some socks and a shirt. i still havent cashed out my check so im low on the cash. hey i pay the bill to take the spills yo! yeah i love my longboard! love love love! its great. i still havent used my microwave yet im kinda excited to make my meals in it. popcorn. the microwave is my declaration of independence.