it firday night and whart am i doing:
maybe if i watch tv with my head hanging upside down it will make reba a better show..no. maybe if i use 80s tony instead of bucky it will be fun...after a while it gets boring. these are are thoughts that i had today. yeah basically its a normal friday night for me. ive gotten used to it. my brother was pissed today b/c he couldnt go to guitar center or the beach or whatever. he says he cant just sit down and watch tv for x amount of hours. i say you get used to it.
to tell you the truth i dont want to go to school. ive been feeling this way since after graduation. its not that im not ready or any of that shit its just that i dont want to go. ive hated school and i dont want to go but i want to get out of the house so school is obviously my motivation. sigh...oh well. im almost there so whats the point in giving up now. actually my motivation is the place i work, laidlaw. its so boring and repetitive. i dont want to end up working in a place i HAVE to work. i want a job i well WANT.
*sigh*

today i babysat. yeah i said today was my day off but one kid refused to go to a xmas program. so i babysat. just like yesterday. but whatever pays the bills. tomorrow im home free. my only real day i have free...i hope. yeah so today i changed my bed and stuff and my mom gives me probably one of the greatest blankes in the world. its a fake mink blanket with a lion on it. it looks like im looking for lovin by the fire. its that great and its going to be warm. i think i know what i got for xmas.. a toaster. it sounds exactly like it. my mom has this way of not labeling the gifts so we cant guess but through some shaking and such i hear one gift sounds like a toaster. its the perfect compliment to the rice cooker they got me. so yeah a toaster. my sisters all got toasters for some holiday and since im leaving in january yeah its only fitting they get me the toaster. oh well. hmm...payday tomorrow. ive been looking forward to friday. the thing is that i dont think i can go and pick it up. my sisters car stalled and she refuses to drive it so my mom wont have a car therefore i wont have a car.
oh man ive been watching this i love the 80s thing on vh1. oh man is it great. great great great i know what they are talking about and stuff. yeah good times the 80s..not really.
current weather: rainy and windy.

today i found out that i work on xmas eve. kinda sucks. i usually go to church and what not thats when i know it is truely xmas. but yeah this year ill be calling people to remind them to have a happy holidays or to tell them their pick up times for thursday. like i say kinda sucks but what i say whatever pays the bills. like tomorrow i babysit and on saturday. like i say paying the bills and what not. but day off day is soon and payday on friday.
i went to best buy today wow was that place crowded of a tuesday at 1 in the avro. seriously. i saw lots of people i knew there. fun i guess seeing people that i havent seen in a while. but yeah the line was kinda long for a tuesday. last minute gift buying i guess. then i wrapped a bunch of gifts. then it was off to work i went.
my mom drove me passed these houses that kinda went over the top with the decorations i thought that was fun. it reminded me of the old times when we would crowded into my moms old car and drive around the hood looking for houses with the xmas lights.
speaking of xmas lights im so over those snow looking lights. seriously they dont look like snow. then it gets out of hand when people strat changinf the colors of the ice. like blue ive even seen rainbow ones seriously im so over them. i have them on my house. it sucks. mlah. also whats up with the inflatable stuff? its like a mini jolly jumper thing.
i dont know what im getting this year so im kinda scared. i hoping its not a toaster of any. i hoping a sewing machine or a hot glue gun. please the hot glue gun.

today was probably one of the easiest days of work. the computer crashed with all the schedules so all work was lost when i got there i had to call like 10 people so it was cool. i worked for a good hour then played pinball solitaire for a solid two hours then i drove home.
it rianed today so what do i do? thats right put in the endless summer on tape. yeah then it becomes summer all over again. then the move ends and then its back to rain.
tomorrow back to the future and i have to run some errands and then work again.

im still kinda sick im coughing and sniffing and stuff but other than that i feel fine. tomorrpw i work and then tuesday back to the future comes out on dvd. im actually going to get there early and try to get a dvd with the watch. im not going half assed on a gift. it it comes with a free watch dammit im going to get it.
the music in high places with unwritten law is going to be on again. that one was so good. i dont think ill be watching tv at that time but yeah its good.