there is something really bugging me. normally i let it pass and i dont complain. its not a family member or a neighbor. i complain about them regularly. thats b/c i love them. friends itry so hard to not let them get to me. it has to be pretty damn serious for me to make me look at them differently. i dont know, the person just BUGS!!!!
lately ive just been doing nothing. i dont leave the house dont do anything special. i need a car. i think i said that before.

babysat. really tired and i missed out on famous lasagana. damn!

pop tarts are yummy. i said i was only going to eat one but my stomach said another and wanted more. you could say its my breakfast. oh yeah my halloween costume is entitled "twin american tourist." my brother and i are going to wear hawaiian shirts, socks with sandals, cameras, hats, sunglasses, shorts...we are going all out. im trying to convince my sister to be the empire state buliding and looking for someone to be godzilla or king kong. whatever comes first.

nothing special. i think ill stare at the ceiling more then when that gets tiresome, i will stare at the spinning of my cd player maybe it can help me find something to do. then when i get no response, ill go and skate down the street to starbucks and then read the magazines at albertsons and then to the thrift store on wednesday b/c everything is 25 cents. its all a blur to me...this town they call oxnard. where will it end?

i made a promise and i kept it. i got the pea coat that i said i would awhile back. it was weird b/c i normally stand a reasonable distance from the person in front of me, but the lady was like you should stand farther away from the person for privacy. i guess she thought i was with another family b/c the little girl in front of me grabbed my jacket. so im like ok whatever, i have a jacket its really cool too. is there s reasonable didtance you are to stand? i dont know i guess thats a life lesson that i have to learn. i have a few other things i want to buy too so thats what im going to be spending on like some new shirts and pants and stuff. i have to get some new things before i can nevr spend another dollar again. i guess i figured that i just should be happy while i have money. right? wrong? right? wrong? oh well i have the 2000 tony hawk tour dvd and therefore i am a happy camper. i have a cool pea coat that probably doesnt go with a lot of clothes in my closet but ill wear it regardless. i babysat yesterday. it was actually fun. the kids were laughing and they fell asleep pretty late, around 10pm. thats late for little kids. but i had fun. i washed a bunch of cars yesterday and claened the bathroom b/c my mom said that my husband will divorce me b/c i dont know how to clean. i clean my side my sister has to lean to clean her side. hmm..how old is she? hmmm....26! sigh im trying to make the effort of being less of a slob b/c ill have to live with other people that i probably dont know so i have to be clean. i went to best buy and got nothing. i had to refrain from buying. i bought cds last week so this week is something new. like shoes but instead i bought a jacket. i ate a lot of garlic today. it was in almost in every meal except for breakfast. its good and stuff but im so going to feel it in the morning. no matter how hard i brush i still wake up with garlic breath i can sort of taste it right now and right now i feel like eating garlic and pasta. i had salmon and spinach. soo good. its sad b/c im already thinking about christmas. there was a picture of nino in the la times calendar and so i decide to cut it out and frame it for my sister. you see he did an ad for miracle the perfume. the only reason why my sister bought the perfume was b/c he did the ad.