"with my mind on my money and my money on my mind"

ive seen that video so many times it kills me. and just a side note lil bow wow is in that video. funny. i woke up today and took a nice shower. i felt real good b.c i hadnt taken a shower in two days. haha yeah i felt kinda dirty so after my shower i felt pretty good. then i watched some tv then i went to the movie theater. i saw the Hey Arnold movie. it was great. it was a fun movie. i liked it. the bad thing was that there were a lot of kids and they wuld not shut up! my brother and i were laugheing at the fetus's behind us b/c they were like "take off your pants" and then this lady left her 2 under 5 year old kids to save about 5 seats. i dont think they understood her but it was still funny watching them. i saw my friends malcom, andre, bryce and josh there. and i was informed that im going camping the week after i go camping with linda. so it wall works out. im happy. i was talking to my mom about it too and she was cool with me going camping both weeks. so im pretty happy no im really happy! its great my mom was like i dont care what you choose. i was like well i kinda sont want to go rafting b/c i went last year, and i reminded her about the camping trip the week before the rafting camping trip, and she was like i dont know whatever you choose. i choose both and she didnt care! i was really happy! so watch out wilderness, eizelle is coming! yeah im so stoked! i cant wait im so amped! wow i feel happy. my dod took me to the mall today b/c he had to go the sears so i naturally go to the mall. i saw so many pretty boys. it was fun. one of them looked like someone that i dont want to say buit i knew it wasnt but my heart skipped a beat. like the time me jesse and lisa were at the borders in TO and i thought i saw that guy but it wasnt and mty heart was flying but then it went back to earth and i felt all sad. i dont know why i let this person get me like this b/c i only saw this person once and ill never see that person again b.c this person probably moved away anddoesnt remember who i am and ill have a really boing vergin chronicles if they ever did one on me. bah! back to the mall, i was looking for my ear streachers but could not find on the size i want. i am looking for 12g not 10g, 12g. i think 14g is too small and i think i can handle the pain. thats what ice is for. shaggy went from like a 14g to like a 6g in a week. of course she had a tapeworm to help. ( no not the real tapeworm) anyways i was alos looking for a new shirt at the pacsun and then i found my dad and we went to circuit city. it was funny b.c the "YIELD" sign on the street reads "YIEED" its so funny. i was going to take a picture of it too. but my dad said not too b.c i would look funny taking a picture of a street painting. i think its art gone awry! i was laughing. then i got home and ate again and now im typing on the computer, regretting that i didnt buy that damn shirt. but then i wont have any money to buy the shorts i wanted. oh yeah i was walking alone in the mall and i walk past this group of guys and they were ok i guess and i look at them as they pass and then i turn back to see their shoes and i turn back to see one of the guys looking back at me and then they stop at the railing and look. of course this was all a split second but i was weird. i hope there was nothing on my ass. but then when i got home nothing was on my ass so... and i wasnt wearing anything special. iu was wearing a tee shirt and jeans and converses that was very uncomfortable. guys are not supposed to look bakc at me when im looking at them! thats a rule i guess. yeah but in a way i kinda felt good about myself b/c that wasnt the only one today. there were like 2 other guys that looked back when i looked back. its not right. its like the pretty bagger at albertsons. your not supposed to look when i look. oh yeah i didnt tell you the albertsons bagger story...nevermind. lets see, what else? i guess nothing

i remembered something but it wasnt the thing that upset me, it was the that the wild on E! was in the motherland Philippines. it is funnt b/c they were eating baloot and the girl got all freaked out. it was great. white guys with the motherland accent...great stuff.

i guess the highlight of my day was shopping at the commassary and hearing music that is very unusal for a grocery store. they played bathwater, trouble, and a buck other that i forgot but remembered were good. it was great just shopping with my mom. i drove and stuff and she got me mcdonalds. then i drove home. practiced my land changes and then slept. i dont remember why i wasnt tired i just remember going to the restroom and then lying down. no sleeping. anyways i didn go out today because i didnt think i could. maybe tomoroow. oh but tomorrow im going to see a preview of Hey Arnold. yeah im excited. lets see i didnt do anything else but watch some tv. i saw good videos and the random intelligence with phantom planet. and then some other videos and i saw parts of that thing you do! and i saw most of the producers. while my mom was gone i danced around. i just danced. it was great. i screamed to words of the song and danced. something upset me but i forgot. oh well....

i remember having a dream with jason schwartzman in mcdonalds. it was a nice dream considering he is so cool and the best! ah i dont remember what happened but i do remember see jason schwatzman. it was great.



they are the same person well not paul frank but julius the monkey jason schwartzman is the voice of julius the monkey

i just got bakc from a day of fun. first jess calls and says they (lisa, linda, jesse) are going to toppers to play the simpsons game. so i ask and my mom says yes. we go and pick up lisa and make a qwuick stop at the 7 eleven then we hit borders and then toppers. the arcade was full of fetus. futus up the ya ya! so we eat but first me linda and jess had to agree on a pizza size. we then rock paper sisssior for it and i win so we get the medium. we eat then commence with quater twirling. we waited for the arcade to empty but no! so we leave and go to the best buy . lots of pretty guys. but we play video game and then we leave back to toppers. we paly and waste money. but we beat the game. (in our minds) but really we did. dont look at me thaty way we did beat it. im not lying. we wasted so much money but it was all for the love of the game. but we all agreed that when one of us gets rich we will buy that game. today was a day full of nothing really before that. i woke up, looked at my shoes, then watched a lot of the tv. but no good movies wer on so i went up stairs to watch more tv.

so today was full or rest ans becoming fat. yes! i wake up at 10:30 then go downstairs to find that my mom left me a note saying that she is at a doctors for a check up. so i put on the hives on my PA system really loud and made myself a breakfast buritto. yum. then my mom comes home. and then i go back upstairs to do nothing b/c i thought i would clean my room but i sat up there and put on a mixed tape my friend made me and felt sad and then happy and then sad and then happy and then loved and then hated then loved again and then i realized that i was alone. then i went back downstairs to watch tv. live and much music is so much better than trl. then i ended up switching back from much music and trl. trl has theis new guy he kinda sucks. like there was no energy. i didnt call robecks today but i will tomorrow. i have to make a bunch of phone calls. back to my day, then my mom called me to the garage. she was so excited to show me that she removed the oil stains from the cement. she was really excited that i had to drive back the the 99 cent store to buy two more bottles and a bottle orf oxy clean like substance. fun stuff. i got three tropical skittles out of this so it was good. im becomeing such a fat ass. my mom cleaned the garage and was estatic that even more oil stains were gone and she only spent $3. then i watched more tv. two of a kind i think b/c nothing was on, then i watched the waterboy for the 100th time. i was kinda sad b/c i missed big daddy. i like that movie. after that i watched some more tv and then i fell asleep b.c i was tired of doing nothing. when i woke up the hives were on the tv so that was nice. then i ate felt like a fat kid. so i need to jump rope tomorrow for me. then i need to go make phone calls. lets see what else? hmm..nothign i guess....

today was kinda neat. i woke up from a nap b/c jesse called we went out to eat at fresh choice. i didnt eat b/c i already ate a lot. there i made a pretty good facsimile of shakira in salt. it was funny. then we established that ya ya is just a slang term for the vag. you know it! and pee pee or wahoo is the nis. its strange how i have slang terms for slang terms. i got my shoes today. my mom doesnt like them but i do so thats all that really matters. im going to wear them tomorrow if i do go somewhere. apparently my parents dont like it when i go out so i have to stay home as much as i can so that i can go out on really important days. at the mall nothing really important went down. i saw the hives display i really wanted. so if anyone really wants to be my bestfriend you can get me a hives poster from a display. i tried salzers so i guess i have to try somewhere else. then we went to leslies house and talked to soem people online, then i went home and now i am here. sitting again on my ass typing to people . hahahahahahaha im bored. im me i need friends b/c by the end of summer i wont have any.

yes eizelle is one her way to driving. woo! lets see i have to get my shoes too! damn i have to find a ride. it sucks not being able to drive.

nulla salus sine the hives translation= nobody is safe without the hives

ok i patiently await an email for my pins i have to send this order form in tomorrow so i can at least get one pin.

todayi rean some errands with my mom to albersons to cash my checks, and the library. then i went to winonas pool and swam for a little while. whitney, ashleigh, rachelle, charisse, and of course winona was there. it was fun swimming all day in the sun getting cancer. i swam a sort of 50o im not really sure how long the pool is. im all tan and stuff and dark. tomorrow i really plan on getting my shoes. hopefully. then i think ill be happy! its so wierd watching american pie. now that im graduated and stuff.

i work up today and realized it is the first day of summer. it is warm, the sun is so bright the sky is blue. its so great. it woke up late. not to an alarm or my radio, but because i had to pee. thats right i had to pee! thats when i realized it was summer. yes summer is about waking up when you want to or have to so you dont wet the bed. im think im getting sick so im drinking h20 like every minute. its fun getting up like every 5 minutes and peeing. i feel so light after i evacuate myself. its fun feeling light.

im so proud, im ordering three count them three hives pins! yes im so happy i found the pins, it took a while but i did and they are really cheap and stuff it makes me happy! i think im getting sick no its to nice to be getting sic so i decide to get on the h20 treatment.

i went to church then my sister left for back where ever she lives up north then my sister took me to ross and barnes and noble. i saw two nice boys. ah yes nice boys tha was it then i went home and ate. i feel fat and stuff. i need to swim. currently i have $65 in checks. so i need to cash so i can by my shoes. then i can be happy. why do i need new shoes? b/c they are limited edition! and they are cool! so cant wait till tomorrow b/c it all goes down i guess.