on normal days i wake up in one hour intervals in the morning. statring from 10-12. but today i woke up at 11. that never happens. but i didnt go to the grocery store today. that really upset me. i wanted to go but my mom didnt ask me. i guess sometimes she needs her alone time and i give her space. and then the thunderbirds was a repeat from earlier in the week so i was really bummed. oh well so i channel surfed.i watched chasing amy for like the 10th time. it was a crappy day. cloudy and stuff. why cant it just rain? i didnt go back to the school b/c my mm came bakc late from the store and forgot the change at the regester and had to go back to the store. by the time she came back school was well over. b/c of the rally. that too. it kept me away from the school that and traffic. anyways i watched tv and made another mixtape. thats all ive been doing lately. i need to go and buy more tapes. two ninty minute tapes for 1.50 is not bad at all. ive been looking all over ebay for thunderbird things and i want EVERYTHING! oh man. i havent been doing much. mainly b/c people dont call and i cant get the car. its all good though. im ok. i ma be going crazy but my mom waters me and sometimes puts me out in the sun to keep me sane.

it kinda rained today. but it was pretty cloudy. i was waiting for it to rain and like no it barley did. anywasy i went back to the school and looked at my transcript it didnt have my sat scores so i could not get my offical one. how would that look if i didnt have those score on it. i wuld lokk pretty bad. im still really nervous about applying and stuff. everybody was saying that the lady at the school was mean, that was so not the case. i came back cici let me in the school and was totally cool. like everyone was cool there. then i went to the wherehouse and found out that the show i wanted to go to in october was sold out. it suck pretty big balls but im ok. there will other times i can see them. right? good. ok im over it. kinda. ok now that i can get channels in my room i can watch the goodness of conan o brien in the comfort of my own room. but i dont only do that. i read and since i found out that audio tapes are cheap, ive been making mixtapes. mixtapes for the drives around town. it prevents me from fiddling around with the radio. tapes are stiil a valuable piece of technology that cannot be over looked. i have a car where the tape deck came standard so i get a kick out of making tapes. it takes a while but its worth it. i never keep a playlist of what songs are on the tape. i write down the songs once and then i throw it away. when i put it in the car and i hear the songs it like opening a fortune cookie. ive been reading east of eden...again it is a long book and slow but im bored with tv. the only show worth watching is the thunderbirds. i watch the show twice a day even if they are the same show it is still a good show and i enjoy every thrilling out of you seat minute. i have to start taping them but i have no tape to tape it on. tomorrow is grocery store day if i wake up early enough maybe i could go. lately ive been waking up late like 12ish evern since i got a tv in my room. i got a new green pen. todays tip: do stuff with your kids, its prevents crime.

so i wake up and turn on the tv. nothing on just talk shows. they kinda get repetitive. anyways i wake up each morning and anticipate watching the thunderbirds. today was really cool. anyways i really did nothing. i could have gone to the school and got my transcript but no ill wait till tomorrow. hopefully it wont rain but then again it should rain. we need rain. rain is good. i saw a rainbow it was near my house. i was looking out my back window and i see it. it was beautiful. i havent seen one in a long time and it was kinda of a crappy day. it got dark fast and it was all red outside. which was kinda cool. i guess. but it was hot in my house. like it make your back sweat. anyways i went to the library and i could find the book i was looking for so i left and went back home. tomorrow i have to go and get my transcript and then go to the wherehouse.

20 Fun Things to do in a Drive-Thru (selected)
1. Stand close to the speaker and yell your order, using colorful expletives in ways which would embarrass the patrons inside.
3. Belch your order.
4. After ordering, cover the speaker and mic with transparent tape. Watch as customers and order-takers are unable to hear each other and, thus, each raises his/her volume.
5. Barter. Offer a Whopper for a Big Mac.
6. Walk through.
7. Speak a foreign language (make one up if you have to). When the manager comes to the mic, speak English and inquire as to why the order taker had such difficulty understanding you.
8. Repeat everything the order-taker says.
9. Attempt to take the order-takers order ("Hi, may I take your order?") before they get a chance to take yours.
10. Order confusing items, i.e., "Hi, I'll have a large orange Coke and a small medium fries, please".
13. Drive through with a carload of naked people.
14. Speak in such a garbled fashion that the order-taker will think there is a problem with the speaker and ask you to order at the window. When you arrive at the window, speak in the same garbled, incomprehensible fashion.
15. Drive through with someone on the hood to accept the food.
16. Bring along a Mr. Microphone. When the order-taker speaks, aim the mic at their speaker but do so while aiming the Mr. Microphone speaker at the mic to produce excruciating feedback of their own voice.
18. Have a friend hide in the trunk. When you approach the window to pickup your order, have him start yelling and banging his fists on the trunk.
19. If you are a male, have a female friend place the order by speaking VERY seductively and suggestively into the speaker. When she finishes, have her hide and pull up to accept your order. See how many of the order-takers fellow employees have been called over to the window to "check out the babe".

yes i did somethign today. woo! me charisse and natalie went to the base pool and played around in the h20. it was quite refreshing actually. it was a noce warm day and the pool was nice and cool. ah nice and cool. i went back to the school today too. iot was scary. when i came in i saw tanya and molly. molly is still working in the office filing. it was just a strange experience. i needed a transcript and they tell me that i have to come back in two days and then maybe i can get an official transcript sent out. i want to get it out as soon as possible. anyways the school is the same and i have to wait for my transript. back to the pool, it was empty i guess b/c school started and all the kids are back to school. as the day went by more kids came in. there is a swim club there i guess. it was a refreshing day. i could still swim a full lap without stopping. i was suprised.

68 things to do at Wal-Mart: (selected peices)
3.Set all the alarm clocks to go off at ten minute intervals throughout the day.
5. Run up to an employee (preferrebly a male) while squeezing your legs together and practically yell at him " I need some tampons!!"
7. Try on bras over top of your clothes.
11. Tune all the radios to a polka station; then turn them all off and turn the volumes to "10".
16. Try putting different pairs of women's panties on your head and walk around the store casually.
17. Leave small sacrifices or gifts in the hands of the mannequins.
19. As the cashier runs your purchases over the scanner, look mesmerized and say, "Wow. Magic!"
20. Put M&M's on layaway.
21. Move "Caution: Wet Floor" signs to carpeted areas.
25. Drape a blanket around your shoulders and run around saying, "...I'm Batman. Come, Robin--to the Batcave!"
30. When two or three people are walking ahead of you, run between them, yelling, "Red Rover!"
31. Look right into the security camera, and use it as a mirror while you pick your nose.
32. Take up an entire aisle in Toys by setting up a full scale battlefield with G.I. Joes vs. the X-Men.
35. While handling guns in the hunting department, suddenly ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are. Act as spastic as possible.
37. Dart around suspiciously while humming the theme from "Mission:Impossible."
38. Attempt to fit into very large gym bags.
39. Attempt to fit others into very large gym bags.
42. Two words: "Marco Polo."
48. When an announcement comes over the loudspeaker, assume the fetal position and scream, "No, no! It's those voices again!"
63.Pay off layaways fifty cents at a time.
64. Say things like, "Would you be so kind as to direct me to your Twinkies?"
65. Make up nonsense products and ask newly hired employees if there are any in stock, i.e., "Do you have any Shnerples here?"
66. Ride a display bicycle through the store; claim you're taking it for a"test drive."
67. Leave cryptic messages on the typewriters.
68. Get boxes of Condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts when they don't realize it!
BONUS: Attempt all of the above during the same visit.

im still adjusting to the new tv. its kinda giving me a headache but i think i can last the day. i got basic channels on my tv. im happy b/c now i can wattch late night in the comfort of my own bed. ah its great. i can get only 1-13 b/c those are the only buttons on the screen. you have to remember that this is a tv from the 70s and you just dont get regular channels. you have to tune the channels like you do a radio. yeah its get b/c it is so old but it still works fine. im happy i have a tv in my room. and i guess b/c it was labor day everyone in my neighborhood decided to have a party. the block was full of people. i had the window open and such and it was pretty fun watching peole have fun. i was inside tuning my tv and i still have no chair in my room.and i saw the first thunderbirds. it was a good show i cant wait to see the thrilling conclusion as always. i need a chair so i have to keep on reminding me. you think that i would remember that i have a missing chair, oh but you dont. i also saw the princess diaries. its a good movie i guess. i didnt know that robert carmine was in the movie.i was like ive seen that guy before and then my sister was like he was in the virgin suicides i havent seen that movie. she like his name is robert schwartzman. then there is this scene in the movie where hes in a band im like holy shit thats the lead guy in rooney. and apparently hes brother to jason schwartzman. i guess i am so behind i just thought he was in rooney and i think he was in the virgin suicides i dont know we didnt get past the opening. anyways he saved the movie. thats funny b/c i just thought he was in rooney. ok anyways, yeah if you see it see it for robert from rooney.
then see my neighbors cousin again. ah no matter how many times i try to phase this boy out i still like him. ah im so bad. anyways he out of my league right. he likes hip hop and stuff and nice cars. yeah hes out of my league thats what ill keep telling myself.

today was a strange day. first i ate breakfast. you know what is that. i havent eaten breakfast in the longest time. b/c im a teenager i wake up late and stuff so i bypass breakfast and go straight to lunch. then we get a new tv. if youve been to my house, you kow that i have the smallest tv. its for the 1970s and its still good. but my dad wnated a change so we went back the the normal 32 inches. scary but true. my eyes still havent adjusted. hey we got a new chair out of this for free. anyway now i have a tv in my room with a super nes. you we can all have mass tournaments of tetris and mario kart. wacha! then i had to clean my room. it was a mess. clothes everywhere. there is no more rocking chair in my room. im kinda bummed b/c i liked how it kept my clothes all organized. i had to rearragne my room many times before getting the right setting. my tv is noe sitting on a chair. so currently i have no chair but tomorrow i wil dust off one and have a proper seating arrangement. i also got a new screen name. ill be on it when the thunderbirds are on while im on the computer. its thunderbird 3 ir. if you dont know thunderbird three is piloted by allen tracy the youngest brother and its a rocket and ir stands for international rescue. its great. i love it so if i mysteriously disapear for like 30 minutes thunderbirds is on that or tony hawk is on but i usually put an away message. so yeah thurnderbirds are go!