today was full of just shopping without buying anything, what is that called? window shopping. i drove to albertsons and then my sister and i went to the esplanade. i was looking for a shirt to go with my red pants. i ended up buying a white shirt from the old navy. when i tried it with the red pants i look like the third member of the white stripes. ( for those who didnt know the white stripes is a band that wears red and white.) its pretty funny. right now im watching star wars. im trying to watch ghost world but my dad is watching so i cant and then SNL is new. i found out that will ferrel is leaving! im so upset so is chris cattan. im like nooooo! maybe i can try out...that would be so weird. in the mall i took so many buttons from the whitehall jewlery shop, i have almost all of them.
if there is one thing im looking forward to is grad nite. im so excited. ahhh...i just want thrusday to come.

so after watching 100 greatest one hit wonders, i realized that the answer to world peace is the macarena. everyone can do it i think it will bring world peace. all you have to do is play the song to warring countries and bam you have peace they will all be caught up in dancing that they will forget all about thier differences and dance dance and dance the macarena away! ohy yes if you are lucky to see it, check out ed harcourt's video for "apple of my eye" it make you feel all warm and squishy inside.

it was a great day! well lunch was fun. i got a jump rope and natalie and winnona started jump roping. it was probably one of the greatest moments in lunch time ever! lets see...in english we read our poems out loud i didnt but other people did. it is not my bag. my poems are mine and i dont really like to share. in math we had the stupidest assignment ever! we had to list things. like how many colors you know or like one food for every letter in the alphabet. it was dumb, me and gabe teamed up and decided to do one paper full of stupid responses. llike for colors we did village people blue and aqua maroon. it was funny and what food begins with X? i mean xylophone is the only thing me and cecilio could think of. speaking of cecilio, he tp johnny’s montero. it was a bad job but funny none the less. it was sloppy and ohn the TP scale it was a 2. very sloppy, unorganized. only one roll of TP but it was the ones in the school bathroom so i gave them a point for that. the other point comes from the use of h20 in the mcdonalds cup and effort point. lets see oh yes in math did i mention that we had the pretty sub? charisse mistook him for a student and i think lisa did too. yeah hes too pretty to be a student at oxnard. he graduated from ucsb and plans to get a masters at cal poly slo in architecture. i found this out b/c i sadi i didnt get in the landscape architecture at slo and hes like you want to get into architecture? im getting my maters in archicture. im like good for you! (in the back of my head also a sarcastic woo hoo! who the hell asked?) anyways he also said i would like it at santa cruz and that everyone should see the world and that if my dad goes to guam, to go with him b.c it is seeing the world.im like ahhh....no! i like california and if seeing the world requires me living in a haunted house, ill pass. anyways....if there was a funny moment in math it was when he accidentally flipped the switch that turns on the water and the gas. he made us open the windows and suck so we dont suffocate. and when i think about it, where was that funny? hmmm....yes nothing funny in that. anyways he was pretty and his name is mr safran, i think. and then i thought about that water bottle that everyone has, mr pickrel, my neighbor has one, my sisters friend, i see random people who have them and so does mr safran. hmm i think they are special bottles that give you power.
finally my sister is going out. my friend vj, my friend i saw at spiderman, is taking my older sister to star wars on wednesday. ill be in school and then i cont go later b/c im going to grad nite. im so excited! and the free face to face show is on sunday. at the straberry festival, berlin is going to be there! i so wish i volunteered! i mean berlin! “take my breath away” im want to go now and volunteer so bad just and i think the lead singer of men at work is going to be there. im really going to pee my pants! i have to go shopping for cds and a shirt for red pants and maybe some new shorts.

"99 Red Ballons" Nina
You and I in a little toy shopBuy a bag of balloons with the money we've gotSet them free at the break of dawnTil one by one, they were goneBack at base, bugs in the softwareFlash the message, "Somethings out there"Floating in the summer sky99 red balloons go by99 red balloons floating in the summer sky Panic bells, it's a red alertThere's something here from somewhere elseThe war machine springs to lifeAnd opens up one eager eyeFocusing it in the sky99 red balloons go by99 Decision Street, where 99 ministers meetTo worry, worry, super-scurryCall the troops out in a hurryThis is what we've waiting forThis is it boys, this is warThe president is on the line99 red balloons go by99 Knights of the airRide super-high-tech jet fightersEveryone's a SilverheroEveryone's a captain KirkWith orders to idetifiyTo clarify and classifyScramble in the summer sky99 red ballons go by99 red balloons go by99 dreams I have hadIn everyone a red ballonNow it's all over and I'm standin' prettyIn this dust that was a cityIf I could find a souvenirJust to prove the world was here...And here is a red balloon I think of you and let it go99 red balloons go by

hmmm......what is another name for mother? i have to write a poem that id due tomorrow about my mom. it is actually quite hard. i dont know what to say. i mean yeah you know. nothing really special today karry is going to CIF Finals in Long Beach so GOOD LUCK TO KARRY also CONGRATULATIONS b/c she made the H20 polo jr national team the upsetting part is that she is going to miss grad nite. grad nite is approx. 7 days away. if you were a security guard would you be threatened by a little purse that is in the shape of hello kitty and had an allister pin in her bow? its great b/c it fits my camera and my money and chapsitck. thats all i need. i wish i could bring my other bag but no i thionk it is "oversized." in home ec we saw a movie about meat and poultry and vegetables and how they are all bad., veggies have pesticides that we shouldnt be eating. meat can have ecloi 0157 and you could die. chicken is the grossest! it is like torn by machines and it is washed in "fecal soup" and it was just really gross. but the thing is i had chicken for dinner. yum fecal soup.
thinking about graduation, im not really doing anything i mean my parents are sick of graduations and i knew they would. i told them they would but they wouldnt believe me. hopefully in my walk of like i will find something to do and somewhere to fit in, i mean it could be in oxnard, or it could be in australia, or in thousand oaks or in san clemente. who knows what journey this will bring its strange. "i have no real goals in life" yeah right i want to go out there and do what i want to do. seriously i want to have fun. i dont want to be stuck doing something that i regret. i could regret not going to college but then i could reget going to college and wasting my life. then i get i job that i hate and become unhappy. i guess that is my fear. i dont what to be unhappy and i dont want to be alone. i guess im like everyone else, but then again maybe not. Fireflies one day loose their fire, i guess i dont wont to burn out just yet. hey that could be a poem....

today started out bad i spilled my polo sport on me and i had to wipe it off with a dirty sock, and then i spilled my orange juice all over my hand and then i over pour the milk in my berry berry kix! my horoscope lies! nothing happened! no parties no invitations. hmm....but my freshman boy was loitering by my locker again. i was happy, but why must he be so young? anyways yeah nothing really happened, i was kicking myself in the ass today b/c i really wanted my story! my story sucks! its about a guy that gets in witty banter with the mailman. yeah all b/c of a college letter for santa cruz. yeah he got into berkley and starnford but he wants to go to santa cruz. yes he is not a real person but i thought it would be something new for mre chevalier to read, but i still think the lesbian story would be the best. al the stories that she thought was good were all so predictable. so hopefully mine will not be so. lets see the guys played underwater hockey while we swam a 500 or 5 100's. so i still want to see ultimate x, and dogtown. i want the hives cd and the white stripes, i need a job and i want an increased social life....in bed.....just kidding. one more week till grad night how exciting. i ate fondu in home ec and it was good yet very unsettliing in the stomach.

i dont like to to to school work but it is in my blood. im a big geek. so anyways i had nothing to do so i start my lab book, ah its bad i know. i have nothing else to do. lets see i swam a 500 and then i went home and did work. it was a pretty boring day. i saw the box car racer video and the making of espn's ultimate x. i really really really really really really really really really really really want to see this movie more than star wars. if anyone is interested in taking me it is on large format screens or the imax. i really really... you get the picture....i want to see it.
so according to my horoscope:
Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
Your romantic side is flying high, dear Aries. People in general, and your own partner in particular, are going to seem especially attractive to you. Don't be surprised if you find yourself wanting to go to a movie featuring the star you find the sexiest of all! You could also see someone you think of as a friend in an entirely different light. An increased social life is in the wind, so expect some invitations to parties or other social events.

im going to be invited to parties and such. yeah right. it is a nice horoscope and i have romace in my future....i dont think so. but i did see a movie with tobey maguire and that guy is sexy, maybe something will come true. oh yeah i like someone too hahah the love bug bit me but i'll never tell........ANYONE! but the voices in my mind

so today it was crapy? yes, no? anyways i didnt do much tady. nobody was there for me to hang out with. but i found my twin that i am joined at the hip with, stephanie. it was fun making really nasty drinks and asking derreck for his mountain dew. then in swimming i let the swim lane. today wasnt that bad. the sub in my math class was really pretty, eventhough he has a big head. he was cool looking and had really cool shoes. im really bad. i look at the face and then at their shoes. i guess it is where the soul is (no pun intended) yeah it made him a lot more cooler after i saw his shoeslets see i took a shower and fell alseep. i shouldnt have b/c i could have driven. i am this close[--] to getting my license. and i need al the practice i can get. i had the greatest idea for a short story too. too bad it was too late to change. i was listening to the the pinkerton cd. anyways the story is that this guy falls in love with a girl but he find out that she is lesbian. yeah it is the story of josh solis's life. like he calls me lesbian in math and im like you know what no. and so when i thought of this story i though of josh b/c its going to happen to him later in life and hes going to be like this is what i get for calling eizelle a lesbian.

you should be pround i saw spiderman yesterday and i didnt even plan on it. woo! then im watching the faculity. so im excited. i didnt do much today just my homework. its a lot too. im kind confused on the physics, like what are we supposed to do.i stared tit but i dont know where to stop. on friday i think i failed to mention that it was good music video night. i saw 2 hives videos both different and the INC video for capitalism stole my virginity. i saw a lot of other ones too. lets see.. what else, oh yes yesterday i drove around b/c it was my second drivers training. we drove up this canyon that was winding and going up hill it was crazy. then i drove on the freeway. then i went to best buy to buy the hives cd but no it was not there. so i was kinda upset. then i went to sports challet to buy a top of my pants but i didnt buy it so i was doubly upset and then i went to se spiderman and then i was happy. oh yeah i saw jonny moseley on the MET-rx superstars. he was so great and he won 2nd place for the third time. that really sucks. apolo was fourth or third. and bodie miller was first. he is so cute! i like him. but i saw jonny this weekend on the tv so it was good. i had so much to do like i had english due and a math test take home thing. it was insane! i must go back to the insaneness!