hey so gradutation is over. i must say it was very anticlimatic. the doves caught me by surprise i might say. i got only a little bit of money not a lot, buts its ok. graduation day went by so fast for me. i got there at like 1230 and in like five mintues we were walking out to a crowd of straw hats and umbrellas. when my name was called everything was kinda in a blur. i dont remember hearing things i remember a horn but no screaming. fun times. the best part was natalie and winonas speech. after that it was just long and names bing called out and stuff. it was so great. then afterwards a group of people went out to a chinese buffet and then we went all over the place. me and leslie went over to some house that was having a party to use the restroom but the lady was like no! so i held it in. then we went to the bowling alley and then i went home. then today i woke up early to clean my room and then lisa shows up at 2 linda at 245 jesse and charisse, then miriam and rachelle. then winona. it was fun. they were amused by the skills of my dog and the ducks. they all ate and ate. fun fun fun the last group didnt leave till about 9. it was fun. i saw the boy of my dreams at albertsons. woo! and when i looked over he looked over i was pumped! that made my day. i saw whitney at the starbucks. other than that it was a pretty fun 2 days!

Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
Today you might find your moods going up and down, particularly when it comes to money, dear Aries. At one point, you could feel like the most prosperous person on Earth, and at another you might be in a panic over where your next meal is coming from. Relax! You're doing fine! Your biorhythms may be a bit low but don't let this get in the way of your having a good day. Buy yourself a gift and cheer up.

i think thats so funny b/c im going to by shoes as a gift for me. fun stuff

grad practice was long and boring. ah ah ah ah ah! i sat on the grass to cool off! at the end mike asked what the song was. i said it was some song by celion deion. he replied it should be schools ot froever by alice cooper. and that he would sit done and cry if it was. so would i. so would i. i got shoes. i was sleeping but jesse called and told me to look out my window. i saw winona and jennifer and charisse and stuff. it was fun they came over and trashed my room. good fun! they ate then they left. fun stuff then i watched the little mermaid. then my sister caem home and gave me my gift. it was a paul frank wallet! ah it has a crab on it its sooo great! and then $40. so i think im getting shoes. tomorrow its all over and summer begins! (officially)

today was fun and exciting! the day started off very slow. graduation practice was long andboring. they actually called out all the name of everyone who is graduating in the senior class. it was long. then i went home played some guitar and then linda came and picked me up to go to baja fresh and all those food places near the morgan stanley. i applied for a job at robecks. and linda put in a good word and the guy said that he would put in a good word. so maybe i have a job. thank you linda. me, whitney, lisa, natalie, miriam, linda, rachelle, and susan sat in the eating area for about 2 hours. so it was 2 hours in the sun i feel kinda burned and and stuff. then whitney lisa and susan went into the porn shop on vineyard. me and linda didnt go in. i didnt have my id and linda is still too young. oh well. it was funny for them. what i thought was weird, was the fact that guys go in and out like nothing. no smile, just walk in and then walk out. then we went to whitneys house and hung out then we went on a tp spree. first graydon, then jesse, which i didnt partake in, then ron, the work of art, then an attempt on kevin but failed, then and attempt on mark but failed but we went by like three times and he got wicked pissed and we all felt bad so we bought him and ice cream from rite aid. he accepted. so we didnt fell bad. but throught the grape vine i heard ron is. but he provoked whitney b/c he wrote in her yearbook "i dare you to TP my house." so whitney stepped up to the challenge. it was all summer fun! summer fun i say. graduation is not too far away. ah finally...its almost over! its kinda sad. ah, its so close. rihgt now im looking forward to working hopefull at robecks. i really hope i do!

this is my song to everyone and everything im leaving and saying goodbye to:
Inaudible Melodies
brushfirefairytales (2001)
Brushfire fairytales
Itsy bitsy diamond wells
Big fat hurricanes
Yellow bellied given names
Well shortcuts can slow you down
And in the end we're bound
To rebound off of we

Well dust off your thinking caps
Solar powered plastic plants
Pretty pictures of things we ate
We are only what we hate
But in the long run we have found
Silent films are full of sound
Inaudibly free

Slow down everyone
You're moving too fast
Frames can't catch you when
You're moving like that

Inaudible melodies
Serve narrational strategies
Unobtrusive tones
Help to notice nothing but the zone
Of visual relevancy
Frame-lines tell me what to see
Chopping like an axe

Or maybe Eisenstein should just relax

Slow down everyone
You're moving too fast
Frames can't catch you when
You're moving like that

Well Plato's cave is full of freaks
Demanding refunds for the things they've seen
I wish they could believe
In all the things that never made the screen
And just slow down everyone
You're moving too fast
Frames can't catch you when
You're moving like that
Slow down everyone
You're moving too fast
Frames can't catch you when
You're moving like that
Moving Too....

wooo! i got a picture just not a picture with pheniox but oh well i was close. to asking but i didnt want to seem weird. at the party its was basically say goodbye to mr hoag and sigh yearbooks. it was a great feeling not having any more books, homework and stuff. its kinda sad too. i got a call from my sister and she tells me that she tried to call me on sunday. im like why. well she tells me that she went to the phantom planet meet and great and she said she was going to call me so jason schwartzman couls sady happy graduation! AHHH!! i would probably pee my pants! if he called me and said that. then i would say i love you! then i found out that kelly osbourne is going out with gideon from mtv. oh yeah well i have kevin rose at least he doesnt know that yet, from the screensavers! ha he so much cooler anyways. yeah and that mod boy and eddie, and ozma boy. all boys if you didnt know me, you would think they are all a figment of my imagination. but who cares.ill find a boy one day. mark my words. i wrote out my yearbook half pages and then im about to clean out my bag. i am also colse to playing island in the sun on the guitar!

im in english class right now. its a small group of people that i know. its fun and stuff i guess. ok ok, Really hate writing in yearbooks its just annoying b/c i cant put in words what i feel and junk.its just like what do i write. i came for 6th period and i swam the mile when i didnt have to. but i don really car. it took me about 29 minutes. i think thats good for me b/c im really slow and stuff and i cant really swim that fast. then i saw that guy that looks like phenoix from linkin park. i HAVE to get a picture i dont care how dumb i look asking. hehe it will be on the internet in a few anyways. i think im going to make it a summer task to find people that look they are in bands, but they are not. oh man it would be great. b/c then i would have a complete picture of linkin park or blink182 and then ill start a web site of people who look like they are celebrities, but they are not! ha it will be so great ill be famous, well at leat the people i take the picture with will at least look they are. at least it gives me something to do.fun a dn fun stuff. fun is just the word of the day i guess and so is i guess. ha i hate those words, fun and i guess. fun fun fun fun fun fun fun. bah to the hating of the a word. i have to learn how to write in those damn yearbooks. i have no sentiment in writing in other peoples books. i put my email and and stuff and i know people wont call or write and stuff. its fun greatness there are those words again! BAH! wheres my marker? oh so my task for today, take picture with or of the sub that looks like phenoix. did i tell you i cacked out of stealing the california flag from the front office. man i feel dumb. i really want that flag to make into a bag or something. i dont know who knows. fun!

one more day! just one more day and ill be done with school! oh man it caem so fast. ah its so great. ah almost there. im going to miss so many things, the gum on the ground, the stupid people, but there will be more stupid people in the worlds oh yes so i wont miss them that much, there are too many things to miss...i think tomorrow im going to mr hoags goodbye party. thanks for the reminder. woo! yeah one more day fuck that reminds me i have to make fucking pages! grr....i forgot. i was so enthralled by the tv i guess i forgot. then im learning to play holiday in the sun by weezer on the brothers electric guitar. im planning to learn that song in its entirety it may take me the whole summerr but damnit im trying and thats all you can get from me! its fun though. its funny how i cant write anything in anyones yearbook regardless of how well i know you. i am lost for words b/c words cant express the feelings you know. again it may seem insincere but i cant find words to say "bye." its so hard but i guess we have to learn to let go b/c when we do we truly grow. i guess thats the real world huh? learning and growing and stuff. ah the learning and growing. bah! not yet its summer. i had a cliche moment in my room. i had something corporate playing and i was trying on my graduation cap. it was like was this in a bad teen movie? in school i presented and did the probability dance. i did nothing in home ec, and i swam. it was great. nothing. i have to sign out tomorrow and them the asb then im done! woo! i think im swimming in the morning and then im in the office. cant wait to learn and grow

today was a nice day! i went to church on a nice sunny day in my new shirt that wont be unvailed until graduation.to the suprise of many, me included my dad went to church. it was a great sermon given by my favorite chaplin amador. it was a good on about joseph and his life, i could help think about the play i didnt see. anyways, i went home and then i did my homework while my brother and my sister went out to spend large amounts of money at one time. my sister got a new car, my brother got a rocket and a new electric guitar and amp. i on the other was at home finishing up my project and calling muricio about our math project due tomorrow. im not worried though. it was pretty easy. i focused most of my energies towards my project. i think it is super keen. YEAH! then im thinking about my sisters car. its a kia. its cute and stuff and i get to drive it when the time comes. i watched a lot of tv and videos, i saw zenon, so little time, some cribs, some music videos, and then more tv. ah the greatness of staying home and doing work, just sit down and watch tv! there is an added noise in my house now. my brother is learnig to play the electric guitar. he is teaching himself and stuff, it seems to me that he likes it. lets see what do i get, NOTHING! my brother has new clubs and and now a guitar? i mean he did pay half, but still its unfair!