Monday, June 10, 2002

one more day! just one more day and ill be done with school! oh man it caem so fast. ah its so great. ah almost there. im going to miss so many things, the gum on the ground, the stupid people, but there will be more stupid people in the worlds oh yes so i wont miss them that much, there are too many things to miss...i think tomorrow im going to mr hoags goodbye party. thanks for the reminder. woo! yeah one more day fuck that reminds me i have to make fucking pages! grr....i forgot. i was so enthralled by the tv i guess i forgot. then im learning to play holiday in the sun by weezer on the brothers electric guitar. im planning to learn that song in its entirety it may take me the whole summerr but damnit im trying and thats all you can get from me! its fun though. its funny how i cant write anything in anyones yearbook regardless of how well i know you. i am lost for words b/c words cant express the feelings you know. again it may seem insincere but i cant find words to say "bye." its so hard but i guess we have to learn to let go b/c when we do we truly grow. i guess thats the real world huh? learning and growing and stuff. ah the learning and growing. bah! not yet its summer. i had a cliche moment in my room. i had something corporate playing and i was trying on my graduation cap. it was like was this in a bad teen movie? in school i presented and did the probability dance. i did nothing in home ec, and i swam. it was great. nothing. i have to sign out tomorrow and them the asb then im done! woo! i think im swimming in the morning and then im in the office. cant wait to learn and grow