so i told my thing about my blog and then it got into dancing and how i got to shows and she was suprised. i was like really? i guess b/c i dont talk in class and stuff. oh well its was fun and moving and i really got to know the classes true feelings and what they thought and that on some level we are all the same and we all have the same feelings. in math i have a presentation and then im done and then i have to make an ad thing for home ec. today i woke up really early to finish my physics notes and i didnt. i said ill just read about relativity and take that part of the test first, it turns out they were seperated and i thought i was going to get the fisrt part but i got the second part, the relativity, so my plan worked out! it was kinda my last day in that class i think i might go back to that class on tuesday. i need to get some signtures from people in swimming and then go to office practice to sign out. ill miss so many people. but i have to move on. im thinking about going to a community college in san luis obispo just for kicks b/c its not in oxnard. it seemed like everyone and their cousin is going to VC. its not bad, but im used to hearing the universities and stuff. i guess im one of them. that reminds me, apply to ucsc for the winter.... ok then have bring my poloroid camera to waste film and take a picture of that sub that looks like pheonix from linkin park. i think it wont be that weird...ha ha ha....(awkward silence) stop looking at me like that... anyways back to life, david tuman is leaving on monday. i wish i got to say goodbye but i didnt see him. but i got to say goodbye online. thats was kinda impersonal oh well.

i have the hardest times writing in peoples yearbooks. words cant describe anthing for me. i have to make pages for a bunch of people and i have to take pictures like a mad banchee. apparently our graduation is important. i read that cnn is going to be there so well see what happens. err.... i dont what to say most of the time. like its been great. i sound so cold. but im not. i just dont know what to write.