hmmm......what is another name for mother? i have to write a poem that id due tomorrow about my mom. it is actually quite hard. i dont know what to say. i mean yeah you know. nothing really special today karry is going to CIF Finals in Long Beach so GOOD LUCK TO KARRY also CONGRATULATIONS b/c she made the H20 polo jr national team the upsetting part is that she is going to miss grad nite. grad nite is approx. 7 days away. if you were a security guard would you be threatened by a little purse that is in the shape of hello kitty and had an allister pin in her bow? its great b/c it fits my camera and my money and chapsitck. thats all i need. i wish i could bring my other bag but no i thionk it is "oversized." in home ec we saw a movie about meat and poultry and vegetables and how they are all bad., veggies have pesticides that we shouldnt be eating. meat can have ecloi 0157 and you could die. chicken is the grossest! it is like torn by machines and it is washed in "fecal soup" and it was just really gross. but the thing is i had chicken for dinner. yum fecal soup.
thinking about graduation, im not really doing anything i mean my parents are sick of graduations and i knew they would. i told them they would but they wouldnt believe me. hopefully in my walk of like i will find something to do and somewhere to fit in, i mean it could be in oxnard, or it could be in australia, or in thousand oaks or in san clemente. who knows what journey this will bring its strange. "i have no real goals in life" yeah right i want to go out there and do what i want to do. seriously i want to have fun. i dont want to be stuck doing something that i regret. i could regret not going to college but then i could reget going to college and wasting my life. then i get i job that i hate and become unhappy. i guess that is my fear. i dont what to be unhappy and i dont want to be alone. i guess im like everyone else, but then again maybe not. Fireflies one day loose their fire, i guess i dont wont to burn out just yet. hey that could be a poem....