it firday night and whart am i doing:
maybe if i watch tv with my head hanging upside down it will make reba a better show..no. maybe if i use 80s tony instead of bucky it will be fun...after a while it gets boring. these are are thoughts that i had today. yeah basically its a normal friday night for me. ive gotten used to it. my brother was pissed today b/c he couldnt go to guitar center or the beach or whatever. he says he cant just sit down and watch tv for x amount of hours. i say you get used to it.
to tell you the truth i dont want to go to school. ive been feeling this way since after graduation. its not that im not ready or any of that shit its just that i dont want to go. ive hated school and i dont want to go but i want to get out of the house so school is obviously my motivation. sigh...oh well. im almost there so whats the point in giving up now. actually my motivation is the place i work, laidlaw. its so boring and repetitive. i dont want to end up working in a place i HAVE to work. i want a job i well WANT.
*sigh*