Thursday, September 19, 2002

today was like every other day. mundane. but people are leaving tomorrow and the coming week. ah its gonna be hard. knowing that people are gone. friends especially. its really hard. that and i didnt get to say goodbye to many of my friends.im sad b/c i didnt get to. maybe ill see them on thanksgiving. thats gonna be a long time. im trying to save my money . im getting paid $15 dollars now instead of $10. i was so suprised and happy. i didnt really expect much. so im getting $30 a week. im saving up for stuff. i guess you can say a rainy day. that and a cookbook by robert earl. or maybe a show coming up or something. or to strech out my ears. what ever comes first. i baby sat today. the kids or cool. they watch movies and eat its all good. the little boy john, passed out on the couch the girls took a while to fall asleep but they did. they are not that hard to take care of. its all good. im have popcorn kernels in my throat. i forgot how much i hate popcorn b/c of the kernels. bah!
IM GONNA MISS SO MANY PEOPLE, i feel so alone.