Sunday, September 08, 2002

all i can say is that i realy didnt get the full sleep that i desire. on friday i went to sleep at around 2am. i knew that i would be going to see natalie off and then i would get to washing my sisters car someday like sunday. but i didnt. on the 7th i was kinda awake b/c everyone decided to have a party outside my door. it was my sisters bday. but yeah it was loud and i was kinda pissed and sort of awake at 10am. then to piss me off more she comes into my room and says "could you wash my car at 11 b/c i leaving at 12. so im like ok. i lay in bed the get up at around 10:30 and get dressed in my wash the car clothes do my normal morning thing and then see my sister talking to my other sister on the phone. im walking down the stairs and then shes like oh you dint have to wash my car now im loeabing now. im like fuck you! you go into my room wake me up and tell me to wash your car at 11 then your plans change and you dont tell me that i dont have to wash your car anymore! im already up and ready you could have at least gave me a few moe hours sleep. fuck! then shes like, sorry i didnt want to wake you. i was already up thanks. so then she leaves the car and pays me to wash her car so i do. i was still tired.then charisse comes and then we go to natalies and say good bay then i go to charisses house. it was her bday party and it was a intimate gathering of close friends. it was fun just watching the sorority life. we just sat around and watched tv for the longest time. and ate lots of good food. i was not so tired b/c of all the good company. then i go home to find that my sister wasn not home. so i had to stay up till around 130. i was really tired and then i dont go to sleep till around 2. today i got up at around 7 b/c of church. so im up and getting ready and my sister who has had more sleep than me this weekend was sleeping. i was mad b/c we had went to sleep at around the same time. i mean she was walking around but i make every effort to wake up every sunday to go to church. no matter how early it is. im tried right now and i havent had a nap. at the exchange this asian guy i mena he was cool dressed but he was looking at import car magazines so not so cool he was filipino yeah. i was reading the vines article. my back was towards the magazines. he like "bumps" into me pushing me into the shelf. so he leaves and them my dad tells me to leave and find my mom. i find them looking at rash guards and then i see the guy follwoing me. im like whatever. the rashguards are in the fitness/ sports section. he like looks around at the protein pills and stuff and like glances over at me. im gross and give him a rondom look of pain. then i leave the store with weird feeling. when we got home she was awake on the computer dressed. she had a date. yeah and then she talks and talks. yada yada. anyways, she leaves and then i go to best buy with my brother and then the tshirt wherehouse. i got the coolest shirt that says: bowsers for bush 1992. its so great it shoots me in the leg with a cap gun! in best buy i see jesus and and my cute boy that works there. i think hes the boy that used to work at albersons a while ago. i saw him working and i was talking to jesus and he passed by like 4 time. i know he was working and that was part of his job but he smiled at me everytime and said a faint hello. im like woo hoo! then there was this other guy that was with his dad that wa pretty cute. we like made eye contact lots of times. ah it was great. ah good times at the best buy. jesus and i talked for a while about pretty much everything and how his brother is paying for concerts for him and they are over $50 each. im like what? then i go home and my sister is napping! ah! i didnt have a nap today and i had less sleep than she did. i was busy making charisses mixtape. i was up all day, doing something productive. pish-shaw. and she up now b/c she cant sleep. bah! i was supposed to move in with her. if im pissed now imagine me and my sister living together. i think i would have no hair.
im am so jealous of meg white. for some reason all the guys like her. the lead singer of the vines craig, he wants to marry her. i dont know if he is being serious b/c hes high most of the time. i reccommend reading it. it is funny. like they ask him if he is in love and he says yeah i fallin love like thirty times a day. i love tony hawk. i love coca cola. i thought that was great.