Tuesday, August 20, 2002

Horoscope (by astrocenter.com)
Believe in your fantasies today, dear Aries, and don't forget the dreams that you hold to be most dear. These are the things that keep you alive - mentally alive. Without something to shoot for, you may find yourself just going through the motions of life without a real purpose behind your actions. Regardless of what your rational mind might suggest, it is time for you to live from your imagination.

that just inspires me more to go out and do something. i have so many dreams and this just kinda makes me feel good inside. like im not going crazy and that my dreams can actually come true. anyways today i wake up and take a shower. its weird b/c normally i take showers at the night time but there was a lot on the tv so i didnt wash. anyways. its been all about the x games for me. i dont know whay but i enjoy watching it. its great one day, oh yes i will go there oh yes i will. anyways i thought metzger was cool before but he is so much cooler. thats about it i watch a lot of tv.and i was happy yet sad to see tj sad b/c he got 4th and he bailed on a double back and he was knock out for a while but walked off.ive thought tj was cool since 1996. yeah but enough about a person ill never meet...ah only in my dreams.... then later today, i totally forgot it was my neighbors bday. they had a party and i was not invited. i was kinda sad but oh well. my dog runs out so i go and run after him. it was tiring but i ran my street and more. it was good. i could run about 2 1/2 laps around my block w.o stopping. i was then inspired to go out and run in the mornings. then i see this guy that i had a crush since i was young well not really seee but i know he is there. anyways we are the same age and such and he was my first crush.everytime he came over we always talked and stuff and one time he went to my house actually he found reasons to come over. one time was when i was sleeping on the couch... and if he was outside i would find reasons to go outside and whein i was out he would find reasons to go out. anyways he was there and he drives this old but all nice car. i dont know just know that he is there just brings back the memories. ever since we grew up its been like hey and thats all we will say. we look at each other and not say anything. it sucks but yeah we just drifted. i guess b/c we just lost contact and he lives in camarillo. just knowing that he is there brings back all the memories. i still kinda have thing for him even though we have none of the same interest except skating. he skates and like that sort of thing thats about it. and he likes hip hop and that thing so yeah. but i still kinda like him. weird. thinking about it, thats a long time.
so im thinking that if i got to england i would bring a longboard and skate all around the citys. so i dont have to walk. and if there would be one picture that i want it would be a picture of prince william eating a pizza. i was watching this thing on royals b/c my sister was like ooo the prince. im like charles? she like no william. and they were all like he wants to be normal and such. im saying if you want to be a normal prince i have to see him eating a pizza at a london pizza hut and drink out of the same paper cups and drink the same soda despensed from the same spicket that we all drink from then i will think that you are trying to be a "normal" prince. i will settle for nothing less. wow are the royals boring.
guess who i saw on trl. yup good charlotte. i thought it was funny. they showes their new video. all i can say is anyone looks sexy when they are all cleaned up and in a suit. that all. funny gc on trl, sad tj fell and got 4th, happy b/c i sort of saw my first crush, tried b/c i ran thats my day.