it was a nice sunny day. and i didnt go to the movie b/c my brother HAD to get an award. he was probably one of the coolest guys there. he wore a peach button up with a black tie. he was the sharpeset dressed guy there in my opinion. i didnt even have to go to see. yeah i didnt go to the movies to see blue crush. on well there is always next thursday? yeah i guess so. there is nothing on today so it made today kinda unbearable. so i ran. it was a really boring. i ended up watching about 2 straight hours of vh1. how bad is that. yes it is really bad. i caught the last hour of the fashion awards and this thing on liza and davids wedding and theis thing on the red carpet. the fashion show thing had a lot of faint music in it. it was just another boring day of eizelle. as it is everyday. i really need to get out. this is becoming unhealthy. ahhh sigh. i still have a lot to do and i havent really started. i keep on telling myself that i need to to this i need to do that, but i dont do it. i hate that. err... i need to start now! im so tired of being bored. i need something new. like this new job i think i might get is something new and im pumped. i want to do stuff. its a SCAT job in the main office so thats a good start i guess. my hands are getting cold. i want some gummybears right now. i think ill ask my mom to get me some tomorrow. i just had some cheese and crackers and im really happy.
i was watching off centre. it was the first time see i never watch that show. anyways they were telling stories of their first times and such and they concluded that the first time was just sex nothing special. is that all it is? where is the romance? that show made me think kinda. not really but it was an interesting thought